this morning didn't go quite well. I jumped out of bed...for no apparent reason. As in, just woke up suddenly those kind. And i guess that made me super sleepy towards the later part of the morning. I really couldn't concentrate at all and my head seemed to be strongly attracted to my study table.

anyway...i finally had my math goddess to come enlighten me over pNc and probability. ARgh i hate those 2 chapters. I mean, seriously...do i look like i care about the probablity of one red or black ball being chosen? Or or.. how many ways u can arrange a couple on a round table? aiya...just sit la! haiyoh...why must still arrange..

anywayZ..after 4 days of this week passed, i've got to admit that i'm an unrealistic and overly-ambitious idiot. My holiday study program has been absolute rubbish. it went wrong the moment it began. which was a secondary part of the plan, for it to go wrong. hence everything is going perfectly according to plan..haha..:D..lets c..this week began as a whole new chapter with no more SATs n any other committments..^^V i'd write a "Priority List" or "Things to do" and proudly jots down at least 5 things i think i can complete before i get to sleep. Yet, i find myself idling after lunch, taking a generous amount of nap time and by the time i set to work, it's almost the same as the time i sit down to study after say..those huang cheng days. Then, i'll realize that out of the 5 things i think was easy to complete, i ended up striking out only 1 of it, completed. The rest of the 4 tasks would then automatically move down and accumulate to the next day's "Things to do" . Sighh...

i watched harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban yesterday MYSELF( all thanx to wr de pig n yun~ haha..:P)and it was quite a disappointment:S. except for the saving grace that is the british-accented emma watson, who will be an even hotter girl than she is now given, say, 3 years!!^^ haha..okies..u noe i DO like to look out for chiobus~:P..but i dono..it's just izzit as nice as the others..n i really cant stand sirus..i mean the one in the movie..for the same old reason tt de director kinda chou hua him~ HMPH~...i always think tt sirus's great esp in the Order of the Phoenix..haha..aha~ i do admit i prefer a little rebellious charat.:P..oh yeah, speaking of the movie itself..i could do a review in three words: read the book.

haiZ..I'm begining to dread being home. Don't get me wrong, i love my home and family..but somehow i think there's a communication gap between my parents and i. All they care about is my work, school, academic, studies. It's becoming more apparent when their questions in the day gets more and more standard, revolving around " when r u going to start working on ur As? r u INTENDING to get the scholarships or not? XXX was like u last yr n scored badly..There's izzitnt much time left. Are u coping with ur work? Do u have a goal in life? there's no chance for regret..blah. " Other than that, the rest of my life is kept locked in myself. And like.. obviously when such questions are thrown to you, it's only right that you say everything's fine right? n when i retaliate by asking them is there ANY other things u wanna know abt me other den studies..they went: wat do u wan me to ask? Tt's just wat i wan to noe..just like after As i ll be more interested in ur WORk n relationships.

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