hey hey~i seriously think i shdn't think too much haha..but sometimes cant help it mahZ. tt explains my presence in arts^^...haha..but rly thx a lot xiya,anchyi n mel for being so sweet n supportive :)...i rly appreciate u guys a lot~:)..

YUZHE zui pa ren wu zhi xue xiao pian..
1)mdm tay
2)Song YD
3)photocopying shop auntie..

hahah...u c..of all teachers..wo3 zui4 dui4 bu4 qi3 ta..haha..still owe her 1 SBQ (deadline last last last last wk) n her term essay (deadline last last wk) Oops..cant blame her for roaring during every lect for scripts lah..n she is needed to be the CT of 03a12..every morning gotta c her T_T..duo3 dou1 bu ke yi duo3 loh~~ darn..everytime c her like c wen shen--quickly siamZ..or hide behind xiya(rly helps :P)..haiZ...tmr's her lesson..shit loh..she ll go "yuzhe...WHEN R U GOING TO HAND UN UR ESSAY????? i'm NOT going to mark any LATE scripts anymore n i'm going to give ZERO! i DON CARE...." haha..den i ll use wat ivan chuan zhou wo de tatic--act blur n give her the daze look :P..hahha...but oh wells...i'm going to be BEI FA XIAN tmr loh~ o_O..

Song YD..HAIZ...everytime chase after me for my MC~ sianZ..as if he don noe i PON lahZ..den rly got parent help me write lahZ..zhen de bu shi every morning scream for my name den i quickly squat n hide under the class bench..shit loh..rly is not throw face..den everytime after morning assembly gotta chiong to the toilet before he calls for my name..needed...

AIYAH...ke neng zhen de bu shi everytime owe her BIG $$$$...tell u she rly can recognize me loh!!! on the streets oso ll wave HI to me..T_T...haha..still rmb last time she almost tell everyone who guang gu her dian to try to tell a gal call YUZHE to come pay up~~tt time rly is not big time shit for me~~hahah..so pple.. ur kelian de treasurer need to pay up again...don wan too many pple to noe me lahZ..ll wo hui hai xiu de wor~:D one leh me don wan to be AA~~muahahahha...
N HOR~ sOmE pple hor..still havn pay up for the LAST time( in the begining of the yr $5) ley...malai..wo3 bu2 shi4 zai4 jiang3 ni3..ni QIAN WAN bu yao wu hui~ :D:D:D:D

OH OH~ some one rly is big time BEI FA XIAN leh...i just borrowed this SAT book n as i was flipping, saw a letter dropping out..n guess wat?! it's a lOvE letter!! wah~~ i was quite jing bao dao..de date was last yr nov one..either it's J2 this yr or j3 lahZ...WAH~ dono wat to say..but he rly is 3 ge zi--bei fa xian loh~~~ haha..:P

夜，终于睡去。
不眠的灯和模糊的游魂。
我睁大双眼，注视黑暗之流汹涌而来，我无所畏惧。
寂静，静得令人感动。
只有我不安的心绪掀起无声的狂淘巨浪，不语的声嘶力竭。
一切都在静默中进行。
包括诞生和死亡。

种子在漫长的寂静和黑暗中孕育成长，终于会在十月后一个突然的时刻爆发出最原始最本能最响亮同时也是最纯洁的一声怒吼，向世界宣告了生命的开端。
生命的结束是完成一次次永无休止的循环。由声与光的世界退回到永恒的静默和黑暗之中。

为了最充分地使用生命，人们学会了做梦。以便身躯处于类似死亡状态时拯救自己的灵魂。用五彩斑斓的梦来欺骗自己，并奇迹般的用梦---和短暂死亡并行的一条线索，连接了几乎断裂的很多次生命。人类得以此将命中注定的很短的寿命延续到极限。

此时此刻，我却无梦。
我的生命断裂成无数段落，无法拼接。
深夜，我用双眼逼退死亡。
我正用笨拙的笔策划着蹩脚的文字游戏。
没有人和我做游戏，我独自游戏。
就在这静静的黑夜里，我拥抱寂寞，亲吻无聊。

我听到一首低歌，唱着无韵，说着无声。或许是我的心房，隔着厚厚的胸腔，拍打着神秘的密码，暗示我一道神思。
我想悲哀，却支借不出一丝情绪。
无喜无悲，是大彻大悟后的升华？还是大痛大苦之后的麻木？
时间已被我战败，悄悄滑向另一个刻度。
我只有胜利者的迷漫，悔恨自己掉入时间的圈套，且无法自拔。
那首无韵无声的歌又低低的传来，将我团团围住，由我耳，我鼻，我口，我眼闯入我的体内，每个细胞都被充斥，挤压着我，逼迫着我。
我无助无奈的悲哀着。
我不知道手里握着什么样的主题，只知道我唯一拥有的这一空间，这段黑暗，这分宁静将被打破，被分享，被侵占。不久我将全面崩溃，献出物质和精神的一切。于是趁着黑夜，我尽情的挥霍着自由，拼命翻动思想，把自己晾晒在明丽的月光下。
也许，明月中有一个手舞足蹈的倒影，那是我。
它以一种完全相反的状态来理解我。
我明白。

HAHA!! went to FUTH's house yesterday with xiya (but din c RUTH :D:D..where was she huh futh? :D:D) btw..RLY NOT FAR leh..walked for dono how long loh! but oh wells..:) dono WHO say his HOUSE not very big..but u c..for those normal bunlgows, u can c the house b4 u in front of the dua gate rite? but NO LOH! we have to walk straight for quite a distance after passing the gate lah..den u ll c this small pond...den u gotta turn...den walk for another distance DEN can c his house~~-_-lll...haha..b4 tt xiya actually asked futh who actually take care of the plants lah..coz got a lot of flowers on the fence n along the sides of his "garden"..but futh say it's his GARDENER(note: gardener does not refer to his mom or maid :D)..wahbiang eh~ me n xiya rly is not @_@...

ok..continuation of the fun exploration..heehee..as we li jing chang sang lai dao n step into his not-very-BIG house..there's this rather posh room to the left..design rly is not like those baroque type lah..i tot it's like de master bed room or wad...but was thinking HEY~ rly got master bed room at this 'strategic' location ley..haha...den futh enlightened us tt---it's the KE4 FANG2! yuzhe n xiya *fainted*..haha...what it this!! the ke fang is even bigger den MY ROOM!! T_T..haha..but heng he nv say it's the MAID's room..:P hahahha...OH! by the way..there's a small golf court(?) n a table tennis table at his door too if i fail to mention..:P AIYAH~ yall get wat i mean lah...

ORH!!! quite a no of shou huo in futh's house :) saw the tchs graduation fotos n mag..WAHAHAHAHAHA...very entertaining n amusing!!:D..had a fun (n pekchey) time trying to locate all the tchs pple tt we noe( or at least got c b4 ones) in the oh-so-big sec 4 grp foto...hahaha...justin is the first one spotted..coz of his contrasting skin colour~:P heehee..realized gan zhi wei even kena ostro when there's so many ppe loh...hahahahahh Oops..but guess everyone look pretty much the same lah..no stunning surprises.(ok fei hua).heehee..but EH~ is the sch biased or wad?! how come all those muggers n gepers all stand in front?? pple like jiang jian zi..n boxing n blah..bleah~ ....but had a good time scheming~~~HAHA...Oops :P...OHOH!! but den we cant spot futh n kenneth!! haha..there seemed to be a lot kenneth-look-alike pple leh~~ den in the grad mag me n xiya saw this person tt look damn like him lah...n we went "this one must be him" den futh went "......TT'S ME!!THX LEY"...hahahahah...but seriously in tt foto dey look alike..hahah...but -shH- betta don let kenneth noe this..:X

haha..fun time at futh's house..nxt time must go his house play~^^V..

蓝色，清澈的忧伤。
谁会懂，谁愿懂。
走过一路，真正留了多少眼泪只有自己知道。房间里幽蓝的烛光陪着心中的忧伤，依然不会感觉温暖，却有些许的安心。也许它们本来就是应该在一起的吧。
咽下一口咖啡，嘴角翘了翘，有些冷了，好苦……

——————？？？？？？

幽蓝…… 不只是一种颜色，是一个旋律。关于生命的旋律。
永远是那种淡淡的忧伤……一声声的叹息之后人们看到的颜色

今夜又是一个人醒着，习惯的自言自语。也会心慌，已经不再紧张了。不急着睡去，更不用急着醒来。太阳快出来的时候，我会站在窗口说一声，晚安。然后沉沉睡去。醒来的时候，我会说，晚上好。时间久了，我觉得太阳是与我无关的。时间，对我来说形同虚设。我很恶劣的把时钟的电池拿掉，然后把电脑里的时间乱按一通……

蜡烛被我熄灭了。我舍不得，舍不得我的忧伤，舍不得我的眼泪。

依然是选了一首歌。重复听，听到麻木，甚至厌恶。只是多了一杯咖啡。这改不掉的老毛病，我死死的爱上了这种心情。

《花样年华》看完了，很熟悉的感觉。和那只蓝色蜡烛一样的忧伤，心脏已经停止了跳动，却清晰地感到疼痛……我还是逃不过这样的悸动。就像我爱的那盏灯，昏昏暗暗，混合着咖啡的浓香，我可以很安静的陪它们一整夜。我很多次告诉自己，随缘。可是我知道我还需要练习...

天气糟糕，心情糟糕。

于是，雨邂逅泪滴。

雨说；我们相似，因为我们都是透明体。

泪说；你错了，我并不透明，我色彩斑斓。里面画满了色彩斑斓的感情。

雨说；我们相似，因为我们坠落的方向一致，由上而来，最终都是滑下去。

泪说；你错了，我心里早已弯弯曲曲，圈转了一次又一次。

雨说；我们相似，因为我们都是一滴一滴。

泪说；你又错了，当我滑下去的时候，我在心里早已蓄满，早就藏了何只一潭。

雨说；我们相似，因为我们都是水分子。

泪说；不，我的成分并不那么单纯，我的味道是咸的，调和着伤心和忧郁。

雨于是笑了，对泪说；不管相不相似，这一刻，我们的结局却注定要融合在一起。

泪还想反驳，却已被雨紧紧拥入了怀里。

今晚的天气还算凉爽，微风吹来，喝着冰可乐，听着ENYA的歌曲，好想留住这种感觉。对着电脑也不知道该干些什么，生活也许就是这样乏味，好久没写日记了，因为每天重复着相同的事，也没有什么特别的。
翻起1992年写的日记真是可爱。

1992年11月3日星期一
早上我们班到公园去玩。我们班排着整齐的队伍出发了。我们走到公园里，老师对我们说别到河边去玩，老师还对我说不要到石头上去走。我们高高兴兴的去玩了。有的玩跷跷板，有的玩滑梯，有的骑自行车，有的爬路梯，还有的荡秋千，我们玩好了以后，我们都吃午饭，我们吃的饱饱的（发现当时把饱写成了包:D，原来写别字的历史这么悠久..:P)。我们排着整齐的队伍回家了。

看着自己1992年用铅笔写的日记，泛黄的纸让我心中莫名的伤感，也许我的童年真的太美好了，让我的心里始终保留着这么一片清净的天空，没有污染，真的不知道用什么词语可以表达我现在的心情...

Question: what's the 2nd most unreliable way to judge a person's knowledge?

Ans: Look at his GCE O-Level results

The most unreliable way is to look at his A Levels.

To all of you uneducated, and iliterate people out there, the GCE (or 'General Certificate of Education' A Level exams are forced upon almost all the 18 yr olds every year. These young people are generally harmless, have no criminal record and have never done nobody no wrong, so no one really knows why they have to suffer such an unpleasant fate.

To Singapore parents, the GCE examinations are also affectionately nown as 'Get Chicken Essence' exams. This is because , on the eve of important papers, we can often find many mothers forcing their children's jaw open with iron rodes and pouring many litres of these dark liquid down the throats. This is done in the hope that somehow their sons and daughters' IQs will shoot up overnight.

Recently, however, newspapers reported that a significant minority of students have managed to pass their exams without the aid of this drink. This news caused much rejoicing in the local chicken community. The successful students had attributed their success to more unorthodox means (eg. studying)

In Singapore, the O and A Level exams are usually held in Novermber and December. The exam scripts are then bound up and sealed in the presence of officials, security guards and armed Ninja warriors before being sent to the United Kingdom for marking.

----extract fr THe Teenage Workbook...haha...find it quite hilarious ermZ..sarcastically lah~..haha..Oops...but come on...i'm sure u pple ll be able to appreciate the sarca-ness...muahaha...:D thx mel for going down to ur grandma's house just to get the bk for me~...:) heehee...me is Very Touched wor~ *wink*

xiao huang cheng has ended...which marked de offical end of Huang Cheng 2004 :(...it clashed with council thingy..so we cant rly use their di pan (inner plaze) where they were like dancing n singing lahZ..so poor us borbian had to go audi dere..-_-.. so as i was walking towards the left wing S7s benches...saw ellery n zhuang hui n (maybe pingkiat) those grp of councilors stoning at one of the benches...not stoning but..erm..like zhuanghui playing guitar n the others hum together softly...wat a contrast with the havok in inner plaza..i got this feeling tt they might be tearing or wat...as in tt kind qiao1 qiao1 de luo4 xia4 nan2 ren2 de lei..it was like...SO SO SAD...it's like last yr this time..they were the new elects going all these...n after contributing so much of ur time to HC to SC...it's now going into history...just like everyone of us izzn't it..it's time for us to xie4 ren4...time to pass the baton to J1s...URH~ *slap*slap* guess i'm getting too emotional nowadays..:(..

ok ok~ just like to comment tt----HOW COME xiao huang cheng is getting more n MORE huang( as in se qing) porn..horny?!...-_-...all those GAY until i hair stand actions...URGH!!!!! ESP the DAO JU performance!!!! WAH!! it's erm..ERM..how shd i put it..TOO EXPLICIT?! wah!!! so disturbing!!! wat's with all the GAYING?!?!?!?! T_T...this is NO GOOD wor~!! hahaha...WAH!! still cant get over it..URGH~ URGH! i think all those who watched...be it guys or gays lah...urgh..ll feel..erm...disturbed!!! EEEEEEeeeeeeeee....sorry lah...but i'm stating the truth~ Oops...haha...but i had to say the 'actors' r good..but still....URGH!...no any kind of GAYNESS fr now onwards pls!!! rly is killing me...URGH...T_T..

狐狸深深望了小王子一眼，「请你—训练我听话！」

第一次看到这句话时，我的心竟然为之悸动不已，是否…我的內心深处…也如同那只狐狸一般，渴望着被人驯养？
总是习惯一个人自由自在地生活着，对于自己的日子沒什么不滿，也沒什么特別的期待。
他們总说，「你真是一个淡泊名利的人呀！」
我是吗？也许我只是尚未找到可以执著的东西而已吧？
像小王子所遇见的那只狐狸，『我只是地球上千千万万只平凡狐狸的其中之一』，在这之前，世界一样运转着。
但听小王子说了他对玫瑰的钟爱后，狐狸心里起了变化。
『如果你驯养我，那么我們就会对彼此有所需要。对我而言，你是世上独一无二的；对你而言，我也是世上绝无仅有的…』
狐狸渴望着被需要与依赖別人，或许，这也是我打从心底羨慕与渴求的愿望。
只是…能滿足我的小王子，究竟在哪儿？

发现一个人的时候，容易伤怀，特别是看过一段忧伤的文字，或者听过一曲清幽的音乐，都觉得心里有一种渐渐融化的感动，象涟漪轻轻地漾开。但是，就是喜欢这种蓝调的情绪，有点孤独，有点忧郁，有点淡漠，有点飘逸，一种感觉吧。
喜欢就是最好，喜欢选择在文字和音乐里迷失，忘记了时间，忘记了很多琐碎的事情 ，就象现在，桌前几本书，墙上一小幅油画，透过淡蓝的窗帘撒进些不很强烈的阳光。
让心情好好轻松一下，暂时忘记了还有什么要去做。
是的，没有人知道此刻我正独自写些无关紧要的心情文字，在浮华的表象背后，我是个喜欢安静的人，透过平淡的生活还留着些许浪漫的痕迹，我想这是性格决定的吧。
偶尔一个人的浪漫是轻松而纯粹的，在和朋友们一起热热闹闹的聚会之后，希望有一个可以漂洗心情的时刻，可以看书，听音乐，或者写下些文字，让那些叫做浪漫的情绪自由的纷飞吧，别笑我，不是不够成熟，只因为我喜欢。

舞终于知道错了。
轻云飘缠的群山，诡异地圈成一个回往，像极了命运的轮，舞只是轮回中饱受嘲弄的一粒尘埃。
起风了。舞站在山顶，想起那个风。如果不是风的眼神，舞不会注意他。舞曾奢望风可以带她远去，逃开。但风是没有定性的，一时眷顾，轻拨舞的心弦，终归还是启程，带走企盼。
闭上眼，拥抱来风。舞泛起了笑。
风，依旧是潇洒来去的风。
舞，在风中自舞。