perhaps i'm still pretty much in holiday mood on mon..but today, i'm SURE tt i'm back to sch, back to the traumatising International History lessons..urgh..

haha.maybe i shdn't have stoned n have the when-de-hell-it's-going-to-start look while others are desperately making last min hopeless struggles..maybe i shdn't wu2 gu4 act xiao1 sa3(but it's rly ptless wat..not as if i'm prepared but such last min thing will only make ppl more nervous coz the more u study the more u realize how much u forgot the more kangjiong u are..)..or maybe i shd have slept early last night so tt i wont have this i-m-still-slping-look..or at least i shd pretend to mug..or atually..i shd blame GAN ZHI WEI( n rly must walk pass the front door n came in fr the back door..-_-)for coming in exactly 5 mins before the paper n gave such a huge allowance of time for sally to rmb me..haha..anyway..all the tian1 shi2 di4 li3 ren2 he2 thingy..haiZ..
guess wat's the 1st thing my fav teacher said to me after such a loooooooooong hols?

"Yuzhe!"
"!--" *distonenalise*
"....huh?..." with a bu4 xiang2 de yu4 gan3 after i was able to get back to my senses n respond..but i don rmb doing anything..ermZ..dui4 bu4 qi3 sally S-O-F-A-R wad...T_T wat's this time again?
"why u never attend the last lesson?"
yuzhe stun dio for 5 secs..trying to trace back wat happended 30 days ago..
"ermZ..sorry i was sick...." *gek apologetic look*

biangZ..she always have to catch me unprepared n at times red handed..can u imagine..the 1st thing a teacher said to u after 30 days is not 'how's the hols' or ' did u study ur hist or not'(this is more likely) or something alone tt line lah..but interrogating u for not attending the last lesson say..30 days ago?!?!?! goodness~ CAN U IMAGINE?! *ku1 xiao4 bu4 de2*..hahahaa..haiZ..is she having too good a memory(den don waste spare me some lah..since i'm ur beloved student mah..) or it's just me? T_T..din rmb her asking others for their attendence wad...n my attendence is not bad okies..wo3 zi4 ren3 quite discipline(although cant compare with de class but compare to others..hahEz)..nv pon any lesson excluding maths lah..n thx cailing jinghan n kan for the sympathetic look..-_-..hahhaahaa...

orh wells..i've been thinking..maybe it's time for me to fa1 hui1 skills of a historian--dig out sally's history (yo yo~~ check it out! ^^)..haha..i mean..there must be a reason behind all these right? hahaa..i mean..s-c-u-l-l-y i look like her most hated daughter or wat..hahhahahaaa...hu noes rite? :D..there MUST be a reason behind everything~..ermZ..okies..heeheeZ..

How many of us lived by the principle You only live once, so do not live to regret? How many of us swore to keep to that golden principle and yet how many of us have failed time and again? The worst thing a person can say to him/herself is if only I.... What's the point in regreting and thinking back when all that is done is done? I can sit here and blabber non-stop about this philosophy. And then I suddenly realised I'm talking about myself.

I regret. About a lot of things. And yes. I have indeed taken to the fact that regreting never helps. At all. Yet, who could stop feeling sorry and blaming oneself for a stupid mistake. Recently, a mistake has been haunting me.once again, it has something to do with my, well, studies again.:(..i've been so controversial nowadays. knowing exactly wat As means, knowing precisely how hard i SHOULD be working, but there's just a voice inside me, urging me to ponder wat are the truly essential stuff in life... i figured that some things may seem like the world to me now but a few minutes later, or on retrospection, it seemed so trivial... like studies... no doubt it is essential, well, at least some of it is... but then again, how do we actually live our dreams in this day and age of coporations and high expectations? of desk jobs and mundane stuff? *shrug*..

but there's no time to waste wondering abt such things i guess..ok..so even i'm forcing myself to confront the piles of readings, i'm surpise tt, i don even noe wat i'm aiming for now or rather--wat i CAN aim for now. i'm definitely not going to get wat i dream of. it's hopelessly impossible, a darn cruel reality i abruptly come to realize today. future seems to offer only 2 routes, neither of my immediate interest. n tt's provided i CAN score well for As, it would pathetically left 1 route if i cmi--n i recken tt, tt would be the most likely outcome with the lazy n indolent attitude i'm presently having n the respective rate of progress.
but tell me..where exactly am i suppose to hunt for motivation when the source is painfully--out of reach?

if only i...urgh..not again....:(

ta ta!! just realize my last crappy post is the no 100th!! haha..oops..n i happily wasted it on such rubbish~haha...
oh anyway~~ jin1 tian1 xin1 qing2 hen3 piao4 liang4 wor^^. noe wat? i got to meet up with my childhood fren(in spore i mean..haha..i rly can rmb my frens in china leh)!!! n precisely coz of this..he is like extra precious :)..haiZ..who ask i'm an immigrant..but like tt oso enough le..wat more can i ask rite..i'm actually very grateful tt i got to have this fren(aka 'brother' haha)...fr china too(he came later den me)..n managed to clique so well~~:)

it's like..we rly grew up together..i still remember he lived on floor 3 while me on floor 8.. i was 9 while he was 5..but i was still in p2 coz the well..sort of 'retained' coz of my eng..the principle just ASUMED tt i cant make it for eng n din bother to give me a chance just coz i was fr china..haiZ..if not i won be with this batch..would be the lucky batch tt escaped SOCIAL STUDIES n PW!! haiZ..but tt's not the pt..wat really hurts me was that i was looked down upon by so many adults simply because i was fr the "backward n cheena china".. n actually a lot of schs din even wana enrol me..so i was indeed grateful to get a placing in tt sch..sometimes..must learn to zhi1 zu2..rmb there's one principle(i shall not name the sch..)who said " u chinese ppl are of no match to our spore children" n tt's like how INSULTING..it rly left a huge impact on me..slap in my face..hate the air of superiority when he's so inferior in my eyes..but haiZ..nv like to tell anyone abt my past..but dono y i'm pening it down oso..memories are just beyond our control..but we have digressed..it's a happy occasion today..shall not let such memories affect my emotions~~*shake my head vigorously*..shoo shoo..

k..where was i? oh..we were rly close tt time..haha..its like..i think i spent more time at his house playing den mine~~haha..not tt i have a picky mother who doesn't like to pick up toys after us..but coz his house got this 'mini' snack cabinet~~~ haha..tt ermZ..explains me patroning his house so often yah?~*evil grinZ*~:P..we did so many things together..playing all sorts of chess..tiao4 qi2..xiang4 qi2..badminton..though i always won lah:P..n we each secretly went back to hone our skills before the nxt match~~haha..but liang xing jing zheng wor~^^..even did stupid things like tasting alcohol secretly..n me FORCINg comics onto him~~haha..ORH~ even rmb he was damn scared of water..n he even cried when he was forced (by us-me n his family~)into the pool..shivering~~hahahahha..but finally managed to overcome his phobia~^^V..but we have lost contact for a really long time..ever since my family moved to bukit batok~during p5..though our familys were initially still rather close n we still went swimming quite often together..den went out for dinner..EH~ come to think abt it..it's always ME n his family..wat was my parents doing arh??o_O~hahaha....but after he too moved to dono where..we lost contact..for 5 yrs..n i nv dream of seeing him again..haha..but now..:)..n he changed so much~~haha..he was so short the other time~~ but now much taller den me..n guess wat..he's in TCHS~~haha..he changed more den i do..tt might explains y i nv notice him in tchs~( if we ever met each other lah~~haha..)..but unexpectly quite shuai wor~~^^haha..
but come to think of it..how come all those whom i noe since young..all went to tchs~
-____-lll...hhaaa..kidding~:P

at 1st we were quite gan ga..pls lor..5 yrs are a pretty long time kZ..but he even more paiseh den me..but hen3 kuai4 jiu4 hao3 le~~haha...bi4 jing4 we were 'hao ger men'~heeZ..:)

eh..suddenly rmb something very gek..thia saw EDISON at the airport the other day!!!! OMG loh~~~~ cmon~~edison leh~~ WEI HE such chances nv fall on me!!!!!! wei HE~~~~T_T..someone pLeAsE enlighten me!!..hmph~..i was nearly abt to declare tt anyone who can grant me the wish to get a close up look at Eddie( in person)---i ll marry him~~(hope wont be a her den~i'm straight~hahah..)..errr okies..tt's like how lame~..but it's ok~i'm crazy~haha..n thia rly is needed to add salt n MORE salt onto my wound by criticizing how SHORT he is..n tt he looks a little fat..THX LEH!!! hahahaah..okie lah..edison isn't in any sense-tall..but not actuall short wat~..haha..ppl at least is 176(or 8)okies..n he isn't fat~~haha..but anyway..tt's not the pt though..not as if i like him coz of his weight n height~haha..orh..btw..thia( as a non fan of Eddie) commented tt he's indeed shuai~~~without make up~^^...i mean..tt's like D-U-H?! it's MY taste wat..^^V..oh pls..his features r PERFECT(haha..at least this pt is ermZ..unrefutable rite?:P)..

anyway..just realize tt this post is pretty rubbish..but hu cares? i'm high~y am i so high today? perhaps coz xiya's back..n stella's going to be back soon~ yeah~ or maybe oso coz..i finally got the chance to sneak online n chat~..parents sound asleep now~*heard a c-r-e-e-k fr the door*!!*JUMPS* *look ard hastly*...-whisper- sHhhhhhh..don make so much noises if u hope to c yuzhe online okies? :P..*xin1 xu* i better go now..haha..:P

[对白‧刘若英]

[面对未來聪明不起來]

一年多过去了，这一年多以來，我自己变了。不可知的未來，让我感到害怕了，在我一步步迈 向二十岁的的时候。我在害怕些什么？我自己也不知道。
我变了。

[我只是不懂这一切应不应該]

我不再是我自己，我找不回那个不在乎別人对我的看法的自己，也回不到那个看了不爽，即使是老師也一样呛下去的宇哲。

我开始在乎了，在乎这周遭的一切。于是，也开始害怕失去，害怕失去这现有的一切。因为在乎，于是我再次帶上了面具，在别人的面前，我不再是我，我成了坟墓，无助地目睹自己慢慢离去。
我真的不知道，原來的我到了哪，我开始怀疑，这一切的一切，是否真的就像刘若英在歌声中所唱的。

[幸福的期待，自己也都看不出來]

因为开始在乎，于是也开始期待幸福，期待自己不应得，也无法承受的幸福。
即便自己知道，幸福也许就在眼前，我仍不敢放手，我仍在害怕，害怕这个不一样的自己。
因为我已经分不清。

[就让风吹过空白脑海]

窗外仍然下着毛毛細雨，风应该是冷的，但我感觉不出。靜靜地吹着风，脑中，除了慌，是一片空白。
酒？我沒喝酒，我还清醒的很。也许，当心冷了之后，就再也感受不到风的冷了。
听人們說，这世上有一件事叫做酒后吐真言。是否，哪一天我该试试？于是逼自己听听我内心深处的秘密。

[爱你是我这一生給你的对白]

是的，我不爱你，你的瑕疵我比谁都清楚，只不过是对你有很些眷恋罢了。
只是仍有想要回味你在我身旁的幸福。
说我自恋又怎样？

[剧情背景怎么換也一句不改]

于是，在祈求老天让我重活一次时，只要能找回你，即使是支离破碎。

[如果你不來]

你不会來的，我心中明白得很。因为，因为已经来不及了。

[对白，只是独白]

所以，这一切，注定只会是我的喃喃自语的独白。

長大是一段過濾夢想的旅程，我回想到了十三歲時的氣慨激昂，那些幻想，那些狂想，人生中最美麗的莫過於擁有著千萬種可能性，而活到此刻，局面像是逐漸凝結的石膏，輪廓慢慢變得清晰，清晰也是好的，只是又帶著淡淡的心酸。
只要一想到，不管在任何一方面，這輩子我都已經不可能成為萬世巨星。

--《燕子》

ahhhhhh!

today's a good day to buy 4D!why? cos i escaped a fire unharmed~~!!!let me elaborate.

was at my Dad's office bathing after swimming. after i came out, and went back in, i heard crackling sounds (like those you hear during a campfire?). yea. then suddenly, BOOM! the air-con compressor exploded (mini one) and burst into flames. everything on fire la(like tt time Lep room speaker liddat..but bigger scale lahZ)... ran out like mad..xia4 si3 wo3 le~~:S. luckily no one was hurt. just lots and lots of smoke cos come funny people from the next door unit happily stacked rubber stuff and wooden boxes(!!..ta men zhen de hen cong ming lohZ..dono wat's wooden boxes doing down dere in science park -_-) beside the compressor. four charred compressor units. what an experience~~~..T_T

anw, the fire incident has actually shown and proved further how selfish Singaporeans can be!! when my dad and the people next door were yelling desperately for more fire extinguishers, the other people from the other units were actually reluctant to lend theirs! (they were hugging the damn extinguisher and trying to hide from them..) how selfish is that? oh~~ so you'd rather burn, than pay a few dollars to get the fire extinguisher refilled..wat is this?? really is not thanx..

Orh~~on a lighter note...something funny happened too..hahaha.. okieZ..embarrassing, more likely :P

was at the bookshop, and suddenly i heard a phone ringing..one of those sUpEr cheena ring tones that'll make you go o_O the minute you hear it~~~and i was like..thinking to myself: god. who on earth still uses that kinda ringtone. heng it's not mine~ AND after i walked out, i realized it was mine!!! biAngZ..slap in the face aeii..T_T..den i realized i switched phones with mom today, and didnt bother to go change the tone.. god knows why she was using that kind of ringtone~~~ *stab myself*... thank god i don't frequent that bookshop :|...hahaha..okies..i think my life's becoming more n more like a joke~..a bit the ku xiao bu de..^^lll..hahaha..but on a positive note~ it's eXcItInG~ loh~~..not everyone get de chance to have such a wonderful life full of funny surprises can~~haha...okies..zuo4 ren2 must noe how to zi4 wo3 an1 wei4~ heeheeZ^^..

this morning didn't go quite well. I jumped out of bed...for no apparent reason. As in, just woke up suddenly those kind. And i guess that made me super sleepy towards the later part of the morning. I really couldn't concentrate at all and my head seemed to be strongly attracted to my study table.

anyway...i finally had my math goddess to come enlighten me over pNc and probability. ARgh i hate those 2 chapters. I mean, seriously...do i look like i care about the probablity of one red or black ball being chosen? Or or.. how many ways u can arrange a couple on a round table? aiya...just sit la! haiyoh...why must still arrange..

anywayZ..after 4 days of this week passed, i've got to admit that i'm an unrealistic and overly-ambitious idiot. My holiday study program has been absolute rubbish. it went wrong the moment it began. which was a secondary part of the plan, for it to go wrong. hence everything is going perfectly according to plan..haha..:D..lets c..this week began as a whole new chapter with no more SATs n any other committments..^^V i'd write a "Priority List" or "Things to do" and proudly jots down at least 5 things i think i can complete before i get to sleep. Yet, i find myself idling after lunch, taking a generous amount of nap time and by the time i set to work, it's almost the same as the time i sit down to study after say..those huang cheng days. Then, i'll realize that out of the 5 things i think was easy to complete, i ended up striking out only 1 of it, completed. The rest of the 4 tasks would then automatically move down and accumulate to the next day's "Things to do" . Sighh...

i watched harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban yesterday MYSELF( all thanx to wr de pig n yun~ haha..:P)and it was quite a disappointment:S. except for the saving grace that is the british-accented emma watson, who will be an even hotter girl than she is now given, say, 3 years!!^^ haha..okies..u noe i DO like to look out for chiobus~:P..but i dono..it's just izzit as nice as the others..n i really cant stand sirus..i mean the one in the movie..for the same old reason tt de director kinda chou hua him~ HMPH~...i always think tt sirus's great esp in the Order of the Phoenix..haha..aha~ i do admit i prefer a little rebellious charat.:P..oh yeah, speaking of the movie itself..i could do a review in three words: read the book.

haiZ..I'm begining to dread being home. Don't get me wrong, i love my home and family..but somehow i think there's a communication gap between my parents and i. All they care about is my work, school, academic, studies. It's becoming more apparent when their questions in the day gets more and more standard, revolving around " when r u going to start working on ur As? r u INTENDING to get the scholarships or not? XXX was like u last yr n scored badly..There's izzitnt much time left. Are u coping with ur work? Do u have a goal in life? there's no chance for regret..blah. " Other than that, the rest of my life is kept locked in myself. And like.. obviously when such questions are thrown to you, it's only right that you say everything's fine right? n when i retaliate by asking them is there ANY other things u wanna know abt me other den studies..they went: wat do u wan me to ask? Tt's just wat i wan to noe..just like after As i ll be more interested in ur WORk n relationships.

dotZ...

hAhA~~ cant imagine someone actually send this to my mail~~ helLo~ i'm fr wei da de ARTS fac. oKieZ~muahah..but well..as a qin fen hao xue de xue sheng~~( stoppp puking lehZ..:P)i realize i still manage to rmb 50% of Sec Chem(though it's vanishing FAST :D): tt an atom is made up of electrons, protons, n neutronS~..cations n anions~..eh~ at least i noe carbon forms the STRONGEST bond okies^^(izzit tetrahedral bonding arh?)..n AHA~ titration~~how can i every forget tt~~..kinda MISS it wor^^(like real) all the changing of colors~haha..

Subject: Chemistry at work
> > >> >
> > >> > > 1. What did one atom tell another?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > I think I lost an electron
> > >> > >
> > >> > > Are you sure?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > Yes, I'm positive.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 2. A small piece of sodium which lived in a testube
> > >> > > fell in love with a Bunsen burner. "Bunsen! my flame!
> > >> > > I melt whenever I see you" said the sodium. The bunsen
> > >> > > burner replied :"It's just a phase you're going
> > >> > > through".
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 4. A neutron walks into a bar; he asks the bartender:
> > >> > > " How much for a beer?" The bartender looks at him and
> > >> > > says: "For you, it's no charge".
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 5. Why did the white bear dissolve in water?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > Because it was polar.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 6. What do you call a tooth in a glass of water?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > A one molar solution.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 7. What do dipoles say in passing?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > Have you got a moment?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 8. Why does hamburger have lower energy than steak?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > Because it's in the ground state.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 9. What do you do with a dead chemist?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > Barium
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 10. What weapon can you make from the elements
> > >> > > potassium, nickel, Iodine and iron?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > A KNIFe.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 11. Why do chemists like nitrates so much?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > They're cheaper than day rates.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 13. What did one titration tell the other?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > Let's meet at the endpoint.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 14. Why are chemists great for solving problems?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > They have all the solutions.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 15. Do you know what happened to the chemist who was
> > >> > > reading a book about Helium?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > He just couldn't put it down.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 17. Why do chemistry professors like to teach about
> > >> > > ammonia?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > Because it's basic stuff.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 18. What is a cation afraid of?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > A dogion
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 19. What did the match tell the flame?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > Baby, you make me lose my head.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 22. Why did the ice cube get divorced?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > His wife said he was too cold.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 23. Why did Carbon marry Hydrogen?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > They bonded well from the minute they met.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 24. What kind of ghosts haunt chemistry faculties?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > Methylated spirits.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 25. If H20 is water what is H204?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > Drinking, bathing, washing, swimming. . .
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 26. A psychotic chemist came home from work and had a
> > >> > > big fight with his wife. In the heat of the moment, he
> > >> > > grabbed a bottle of some lethal chemical substance and
> > >> > > forced her to drink it while he screamed: " Die Ethyl,
> > >> > > die". The wife dropped dead on the floor and the
> > >> > > neighbors who were watching the scene, decided to call
> > >> > > the police. The policemen arrived and arrested the
> > >> > > chemist. One of them asked: Was there any reason for
> > >> > > you to kill your wife? The chemist replied: " There
> > >> > > was no chemistry between us. We never bonded well
> > >> > > although we tried.In the compound where we lived, our
> > >> > > temperaments collided. She always responded negatively
> > >> > > to my comments. Our relationship was unstable. There
> > >> > > was no possible solution. She had an attitude and I
> > >> > > was explosive. Finally, I overreacted. But now I'm
> > >> > > glad it's over. I'm in equilibrium again.I will feel
> > >> > > free even behind the irons."
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 27. A group of organic molecules were having a party,
> > >> > > when a group of robbers broke into the room and stole
> > >> > > all of the guests joules.A tall, strong man, armed
> > >> > > with a machine gun came into the room and killed the
> > >> > > robbers one by one.The guests were very grateful to
> > >> > > this man, and they wanted to know who he was. He
> > >> > > replied: My name is BOND, Covalent Bond.
> > >> > >
> > >> > > 28. According to a chemist, why is the world so
> > >> > > diverse?
> > >> > >
> > >> > > Because it's made up of alkynes of people.

hahaa..had a good laugh at 70% of the jokes..:)

haiZ..i'm damn shang xin(a perfact eg of exaggeration :P) yesterday sia..i so jaded-ly wrote a whole chunk of After-SAT n Invest-gan yans^^ n tried to post it last midnight..the page told me there was ERROR!!! n GONE was my post!!! URGH! damn!! dui arh dui..pekchey arh pekchey..gek arh gek!! but den..i was toooo tired to try to reiterate..

okies..as i was saying yesterday..it had been a happy day(if not for the post thingy~~) haha..the SAT suck like dono wat..3.5hrs leh~~ cannot pray pray loh..rly is not kena niao by kan n kianwee of my super jAdEd o_O look..cant help it..haha..dey all finished their lunch already..while left me to eat LJS's with 6 ppl staring at me..haha n i was so surfeited tt i even got serious parallex error n grabbed Kan's drink..haha..but heng i realize n DIN drink..n i was secretly praying tt KAN nv realize..BUT i still BFX..n yah..a very heartfelt 'thanks' for their uproarious laughter -_-lll...haha..but NVM~ i'm a HAo rEn~~ i wont ji jiao ^^V~~ hahas~~..

okie..1st i wanna complain sia..XIYA!!! ur SAT bk rly is not heavy leh~~..make me carry all the way fr PS to BUGIS with all the shopping n all de da bao xiao baoS of presents for bi bao~~ biangZ..so very super ah soh~T_T..don have xing xiang liao lah~~haha..but anyway..must thx u for de yan zhi kou! OMG~~ is it nice or is it nice!? li bi hua is so damn zai..Kz..i'm going to read more of her chuang zuos! yeah!^^ feel like watching the movie leh..i always missed it when CH 8 screens it..how arh?think Kan ll have it..hah..okies.i'm going to BUG him until he agrees to lend me~ *evil grinZ*..better come up with a conspiracy nowZ~~haha..needed -_-lll..

updates abt bao bao 25..i was SO touched by my dearest xiao bao yao long..noe wat he gave me? a star-shaped glass candle holder with candle inside of course :) n it's like placed in this nice little box admist of dry petals..nice rite? tt's not de end..he even sewed a pouch for me himself..note..H-I-M-S-E-L-F! albeit it might just seems to be a piece of brown fabric sewed tgd for most of u(man..he can do better stitches den me~haha..:P) but boy..just look at the amt of effort he put in! i mean..a guy sewing something leh~~~~ i'm simply so touched tt i'm just...just...speechless..wat can i say man..*hao gan dongs~*..*cries*..

updates abt bao bao 23..my dearest da bao DIYI!! goddness! she got into the 2nd round of Singapore Idol~ Can u guys believe it?! haha..but come to think of it..isn't it eXpECtEd? come on..DIYA leh..getting in is like--DUH? rite? she's so zAi n fUnKy~ it has been ages since i last seen her..haha..she still as fine n chiRpy as usual~haha..DIYA JIA YOU!! i'm behind u aLl de WAY~~~but come to think abt it..diya's fr s66 rite? aiyo..how come a bit the yi dai bu yi dai arh???? muahaha..now even produce bi bi like JJ who liang2 xing4 tong1 sha1!! luan4 gao3 BBR with my bao bao?!?! muahaha..but it's okie..since they r all my dear bi bao juniors..haha..

as u all saw..the blogger of this blog is not blogging n some of u may start questioning urself secretly "is yuzhe's blog dead?..or even betta..is yuzhe dead?" :D..but before yall start celebrating..i'm still here..tooo bad..muahaha..ok lame..cant blame..tt's the prob when u are stuck at home for days with eating n slping n continuing eating n slping (damn..horizontal growth rate:1 inch/day i think..oh dear..hahaZ)..but i cant go out!! the only place i went was de shu zhan..k..not as if i'm under curfew or wat but it izznt much betta either..

ok..let's c wat's happening behind the door of blk 257 #12/329..
morning:
tiptoed to the sofa to get a candestine pEeP at the papers...
but DEN~~
"ni3 xing1 qi2 6 bu2 shi4 you3 shen3 me3 mei3 guo3 de kao3 shi4 ma? hai2 bu2 kuai4 qu4 du2?"**

take out de stupid red sat bk..(but end up listening to mp3..while pretending to be studious..)

afternoon:
managed to sneak out of my room n took a 20min glance at KANG XI DI GUO vcd dey r watching..^^..BUT after 20 mins..gan3 dao4 1 dao already FA XIAN wo de yan sheng..

** repeats.

ok..end up shuned back to my room dear room again with the stupid bk..but this time ended up drawing..u noe..i ll only draw when i'm darn bOrEd..haiZ..den rE-READ Prince of Tennis~~woOhOO~~ thx ah lee for the comics..my saviour~^^( ok at least mom is TRUSTING enough nv to won pop by to give my fragile n brittle heart any unNeceSsaRy fright~ muahaha..)

night:
daddy came back..liang kou zi start to xian2 hua4 jia1 chang2 here a bit dere a bit..of course cannot let go this Opportunity to go online when their alerting system is the weakest!! but ended up BFX once again within 30 mins..

** repeats (mom)
** repeats (dad)

ok..back to the bk..with some ReAL studying (finally)..when i say real..i mean REALLY some studying ok~~ haha..not the kianwee style of ZHEN DE..:P

late of niiiittgggghhtttt..
*switch off lights* tiptoed to the living room..turn on TV..mute it..watch 10 zi lu kou in complete darkness..
"ma~~~ jie3 zai4 kan4 dian4 shi4~~~~~"--dearest of my deAreSt bro.
but needless to say...wo you BFX le..T_T..

"zhe4 me3 wan3 le..kuai4 dian3 qu4 shui4 jiao4..bu4 ran2 ming2 tian1 nar3 you3 jing1 shen2 zuo4 shi4?"

...fine..my family consists of a whole bunch of sChEmErs~~~..dey r violating UN Universal Declaratino of Human Rights no 24: Everyone has the right to REST, LEISURE, limted WORKING HRS, and PERIODIC HOLS n pay( this 1 not rly relevant :P)..
but it's OKIE~~ i ll pull thru~~~~~muahahaahha..