i'm feeling the pain. Why are you doing this to yourself? i sense you are suffering, i see you are sufferring, you tell me you are suffering.. and there's nothing i can do here. " talk to me to 8 45. i wan to talk"..do you know how this sentence aches my heart? i hate this blardie helpless feeling. i wana cry. serious. it isnt good seeing the special person tt you treasure so much torturing herself and i can only say take care take care take care...it's useless..you tell me you will..you tell me not to worry..but i know it's not gonna be like tt..but WAT CAN I DO?! damn it! i couldnt think of a better thing to say...

but why you? of all ppl why do i feel such affinity towards you? i cant find a reason.it doenst matter how far we are, if doenst matter whether we even talk to each other...certain things just doenst matter..nothing can explain..it's like my destiny..i can feel so much for your situation i dono why. others i don give a blardie damn. and yet, i'm seeing you piercing yourself with your own thorns, bleeding yourself dry. i cant stop it neither can i leave it. i can only suffer with you. it's weird..ppl do have expectations for others. i have non for you. don ask me why.. coz no matter how much you've changed... i ll take you as you are..
strange as it seems but it's true..the naked sense sometimes see too little - but then always they see too much.