Tuesday, January 18, 2005

1st day of teaching..rubbish manZ..haha...don even know wat's going on! tt's my consequence of being lazy to think abt wat to say for the 1st day..haha..and guess wat...i tot i ll be briefed abt wat to do in class...BUT NO! i went dere like a blur blur sec 1 inside..( but outside gek kiang las..=D) and TADAh! 1st lesson is MY lesson...great..the 1st thing i realized is tt i nearly wanted to *faint*..haha..but well... i wanted to laugh out more actually...found it rather retarded and hilarious.. i mean hELLO?! how many RT have their very 1st lesson in their life the VERY minute they stepped into the sch without ANY preparation?! haha!

but well well..relief teaching is unexpectedly smooth=)..i mean..not as if i'm expecting them to fight in class or wat..but i was really pretty worried abt HOW am i suppose to conduct an 1 hr lesson and talking non stop?!?! come on..the thought of 30 over gals staring at you izznt a nice feeling okay..esp when you dono WAT to say..haha..but yes..as the normal slack me..din bother too much..as usual having the 'everything ll turn out fine'mindset..haha..and TADAH!i managed to pull thru~~..haha pull thru iznt the word to use..coz i'm actually enjoying myself..seriously..no joking~~~=)..my classes are simply great..and personally..i like 209 among all las.. coz it's my 1st class i surmise..having my di4 yi1 ci4 les~~~ haha!dono..just like them=) but super restless..if only they can be just a LITTLE LESS tAlkaTivE..haha!..-sSh- ..later they hao lian~~=P..the class is NOISY..yes..much more active and noisy than other classes...but they are the class with lots of qns..gu3 ling2 jing1 guai4..and they are AS SLACK AS ME haha..just like my sec 3/4 class in the good old days..oh well anyway..the other classes are not bad either...tend to be more industrious(it's good of course..heehee)..WAH studious bunch you know..those independent learners kind..always doing their hm..haha...asking me abt meanings in words..yes...ideal class tt normal teachers ll dream for..but well...they can be REALLY noisy..when indulged in their little gal's talks..den suddenly laughed their heads off..?!?!?!leaving me down dere (o_O)..eh..got jokes share with me ll DIE arh..haha..not sure y but they somehow reminds me of 4/9 tt kind of class...it's like..if you DOn teach properly ll dui4 bu4 qi3 ta men but they are obviously not interested in chi but really studious coz wana get an A1 type...until tt i have to think TWICe abt toking cock with them and sharing some poems or songs with them...at least for 209..they are yes..not interested in chi..but it's fun to tok 'rubbish'with them...if they complain tt i'm NOT doing my job of teaching CHI how?:s some of them have the.."y are you telling me this irrelevent stuff?"face.. but don care...im still going to share some nice little poems with them...really hope they can appreciate and look at those poems in a LIT way and not the "WAH CHI POEMS~~CHEEM and CHEENA" way...and please don give me the "y cant you focus on chi text and teach us? but then again chi text is SO boring"look?

ok. frankly..i'm totally unsure of HOW to teach ci yu in an interesting way...judging from my very own experience...as i had told them...i was even WORSE then them in sec sch..doesn't give a DAMN to chi lessons..coz hello?! not as if the ci yus are difficult loh..and the text can be really boring at times..i spend most of my lessons reading my own books..little gal's lame talks..passing msgs and writing letters..yes..exactly wat they are doing right now..and those teachers tt caught my attention were those telling me things outside of classroom...not pertaining to the text..something abt their amusing lifestories /other's lifestories...so tt's wat i'm doing now actually..but then again..tt's not TEACHING right? hmmm....but well....if i can ever manage to make them like me and realize tt CHI maynot necessarily be so sian....it's already an achievement right? but the latter one is hard las...:S...

but still...thank god for giving these wonderful classes...naughty but wonderful=) they made my day...=)..

oh anyway...i've realized how RIDICULOUs tt i have been dressing for these two days..haha...wearing jeans..my nike sneakers...my pretty pretty bata shoes...not those super matured tops..and roam abt in RGS like nobody's business..haha! but when i went back to HC today...met up with yi rui...and we both looked at the way we dress....both got a nice shock...haha! yirui wore HEELS les! and those super mature top tt everyone can guess tt she's a teacher.. contrasting with wat ms how termed as "PE TEACHER"( tt's when i told her i'm TEACHING and shewas like.."how can you go to sch in this?!")me..(-_-lll) and sorry mdm YEO...she nearly got a heart attack when cing me in this outfit saying i'm relief teaching nowZ...hahah! the soft soft delicate mdm yeo...she poor thing las..i have been giving her soo much trouble in class and the 1st meet up ( unexpected one) came as a shock..hahah! you must c her face man! ms how was like laughing like mad when dear mdm yeo gave me nice yu3 zhong4 xin1 chang2 lecture( not math lec for once~~=P)abt me shdn't dress like this....but well..at the end of the day..WHO CARES...no one in rg actually commented me abt my "unteacher-like"dressing..NOT even the principal...haha...

anyway...it's kinda weird to have students bowing to you when you walk pass you know...hahaha...i rmb the 1st day i was like thinking to myself "heh? got teacher behind arh?"and turn ard and look..and suddenly realize tt im actually the ONE they are bowing to...haha...