hmm...it has been quite a time since i last blogged...n now it's already CNY eve.. guess everyone is like..having reunion dinner? n i was here..slacking online..haha..

sometimes..i rly like to ponder the connotation of CNY to me..it used to be the BEST time of the yr tt was very much looked forward to when i was still a kid..but now i lost practically all the euphoria for it..it just seemed like another typical holiday.. n the only thing i was glad abt it was NO SCHOOL..OH~not to forget angbaos to replenish my rapidly depleting piggy bank...:P...is it a sign of growing up? or i'm merely a funny weirdo? i guess..it's something tt practically ALL immigrants gotta face..i have already gone through nearly 10 yrs or so of CNY without any relatives to share joy n laughter...the only linkage with them was through phone..it's a normal routine to update them abt each others life at this time..but listening to the contrasting re4 nao4ness at the 2 ends of the phone lilne never fails to evoke some sort emptiness n hollowness in me...there are frens coming to spent CNY with us..but the feeling's different..it's just NOT dere...after all..CNY is not meant so much for frens..
hmm...i do noe many of yall r rly annoyed by some of ur relatives..esp those chang2 she3 aunties n ah sohs who keep on comparing u with their son/daughter n never fail to spice up their lifes with tonnes of lousy n oh-so-jingbao baguais...they are wholly irritating i do agree n u guys do have to fu yan them..but pls appreciate the fact tt u DO have relatives to spent a Joyous CNY with yall. yeah:)