hmm...it has been quite a time since i last blogged...n now it's already CNY eve.. guess everyone is like..having reunion dinner? n i was here..slacking online..haha..

sometimes..i rly like to ponder the connotation of CNY to me..it used to be the BEST time of the yr tt was very much looked forward to when i was still a kid..but now i lost practically all the euphoria for it..it just seemed like another typical holiday.. n the only thing i was glad abt it was NO SCHOOL..OH~not to forget angbaos to replenish my rapidly depleting piggy bank...:P...is it a sign of growing up? or i'm merely a funny weirdo? i guess..it's something tt practically ALL immigrants gotta face..i have already gone through nearly 10 yrs or so of CNY without any relatives to share joy n laughter...the only linkage with them was through phone..it's a normal routine to update them abt each others life at this time..but listening to the contrasting re4 nao4ness at the 2 ends of the phone lilne never fails to evoke some sort emptiness n hollowness in me...there are frens coming to spent CNY with us..but the feeling's different..it's just NOT dere...after all..CNY is not meant so much for frens..
hmm...i do noe many of yall r rly annoyed by some of ur relatives..esp those chang2 she3 aunties n ah sohs who keep on comparing u with their son/daughter n never fail to spice up their lifes with tonnes of lousy n oh-so-jingbao baguais...they are wholly irritating i do agree n u guys do have to fu yan them..but pls appreciate the fact tt u DO have relatives to spent a Joyous CNY with yall. yeah:)

yah~ gotta concur with lots of pple tt the campfire was good.. i mean.. though i kind of missed out the 1st part..like all the performances and class flag thingy...coz of the audition as usual.. haha.. i caught the LAST 2 mins of the s6 preformance.. like i can rly catch anything n understand liddat..-_-lll...but oh well...at first was rly sian for others...but since i just back to civilisation :P... i was apparently more ENTHu lah... haha...HEY!! WAD happened to the sensorium vale thingy?? was is AVA's problem or that the HC AVA system just so lan??? hmmm... tt's a little leng chang loh.. haha

yah..have to concur again... i feel much like a J1 again.. n i just realize how much i missed those orientation days.. even we still joined in rather 'illegally' this yr...there's still something missing... simply coz it's not OUR campfire no matter wad.. but nvm.. i still enjoyed it! yeah! (oh...Jingshi rly cannot dance...i mean sch dances...i'm not much better but she's definitely worse then me~ muahahaa:P)...oh... i think..how come we seemed more HIGH than juniors huh? haha..but i was so glad tt a13 was back to the good old days.. :)

yukun rly din give us his typical sian diao look when we said that we are going to bring the juniors to cine leisure burger king..hahaha...but in the end... it turn out tt we went taka instead.. hahhaa.. din stay as late but well..got to c ivan!! errr... i mean... think tt's the 1st time everyone rly went for an outing including ivan!! haha...*though he laughed at some not v funny joke of mine..-_-lll dono for wad reason oso...-_-ll.. hhaa

yukun as giam as ever( oh..just realize he become pose leh~~ :P..hand die die oso must in his pokect..must be MGS got lots of mei mei lah~~:P)... argue and jiang3 jia4 with me n cailing over how to split taxi fare for like dono how long~~ haha...yall noe his typical style lah :P..but in the end.. we got BUS to take!! haha...den he dui~~ :D...

Ok1st successful outing of the yr!
things looking forward to:
cny (can slack n bai nian)
JTS..err..though it's build on the basis tt we have our STJ 1st lah...
Huang Cheng kai gong? haha

i'm going to enjoy the 1st 3 mths.. i promise myself...coz after tt...it's time for serrious work~ haha

wad the hell....i can only access my blog in the sch library...OH no~~ it's our fave *ahem ahem* who shall not be names women's GP lesson.. shall leave her anonymous..in case some pple love to search their names online n look out for complains abt them...*PUI*!
oh well..can the blardie blogger DO SOMETHING ABT this stupid problem? but somehow...certain pple can actally access the blogs leh....WAT IS DIS!!! blogger no need to discriminate me rite!!! sian~ haiZ... my bao4 ying4 lai le...i shd have listen to JS~~ OK OK~~ my new yr resolution: try n attempt not to discriminate pple!!! hhhaaha...note: try only~ :D..hahaa...JS....r u gan dong?? ok ok...i siam liao~..n since i make such great decision for the sake of blogger hor...can u PLS work!!! n don be down!!! tsk tsk...*grumbles*..when i get back u BETTER come out~~ or else~~~....

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i always belief tt reget is of NO USE.. it can do nothing but makes our life even more miserable...
i think...JC is just the little suo4 ying3 of the society out there..only there's diff in scale.. going thru it.. i'm not at all looking forward to adult life.. i always got this terrible feeling tt i might just mi2 shi1 myself.. my identity.. my goals n aims in life..n tranforned into all those scary looking dull unfeeling aimless working adults...just like those u c on the streets.. the tought of becoming one of them freaks me out..but i'm afraid i might just change n tuo3 xie2 n bei4 tong2 hua1 by them without even noticing it myself...n tt's gonna be DAMN sad man..

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