have been busy doing CIP in orchard these days...haha..it's rather enjoyable~...remind me of those good old days of joking ard,doing some stupid things, oblivion of the crowd casting frequent weird glances :D...it seemed so natural last time..but now i have to treasure every min n sec of it so much tt...well...sigh...

saw huiyi n diong today...tt was pleasant surprise~ wao~ fancy the period of time i last saw them...was it during teacher's day?? rly is havn seen them for ages~! was never rly tt close to diong as a fren,but i'm just too blithed to c her...listening to yiyi n her nonsense~~ :P...the long mrt ride seemed so short...recieved yiyi's msg...telling me how glad she was for meeting us...but do u noe i'm just as grateful as u do?

i simply love 4/2 (3/2)...those 2 yrs where the happiest moments in my life.. the class was fantastic.. everyone was so close.. i mean..u would feel so much at ease toking to anyone...free n easy to share ur tots with those u were not tt close...n u are going to get the same response fr them :)..cliques were inevitable but the pt is...the whole (almost) class would sit in a distorted circle n tok rubbish every morning..haha.even during prelims, admist all those muggin, we would still crowd ard the middle row with all sorts of rubbish flying ard again~~ :)...it's not a purposeful act of bonding or wateva shit...everything was just SO natural...so natural tt i took it for granted...no faking...there just izzit a need...life's simple n comfortable...lessons are..sorry to say...much more interesting then now...i mean the teachers...never like NY as a sch... but i simply love the teachers.. n 4/2..

i do made some rly gd frens in JC...but still...it's just so diff..de pple are so diff..in a way it's a positive form of culture shock but something is obviously missing...i'm still trying to adjust...or rather...trying to change to blend in...is it ever attainable? i wonder..hmm.. but no party is to be blamed...each individual has his own lifestyle n xi guans...dere's absolutely no way we can ever change it...

rmb dad said tt JC frens would be the most sustainable n lasting one...i seriously beg to differ... i mean... i do have some sustianable friendships.. but come on.... we have to face it... most are not going to last... i noe it...things just gets rather superficial... well..i cant ask for more... having a few close frens are already beyond my expectation..n it's enough....

it's something tt's gone forever, at least i dun find it in JC...
wen said to me " dono when's the nxt time i ll meet fuhan...."
i wonder.