你的陨落
对抗着病魔
坚强
抗拒不了
死神残酷的诱惑
空气
变得沉重
也许
这是一种解脱

我一直相信, 只要你能撑过这两天, 新的一年一定是一片海阔天空...直到你昨晚入院...我还是如此相信着...
你是带着微笑离去的...这已经够了...

梅艳芳在12月30日凌晨2点50分陨落
我
默默地祈祷

only slept for 30 mins in the moring in front of Delifrance from 26th to 27th n still went for a good swim at nite for 2 hrs...boy..was i crazy or wad..haha..n the hrs of slp i had at nite failed to console me of my lost hrs of slp...11pm to 9 am..haha.. i was hoping tt i could just snore off like a pig for the whole day..X(..haiz..another unattainable ambition~..but still..energy level is as low as it can possibly be...

A BIG APOLOGY to my 2 dear pws~...gosh..gotta explain the whole scenerio again.. ok.. i noe abt the smj of pw rather long ago..but i was apparently not aware tt ONLY me got the msg..errr..after i realize i cant make it..tried numerous ways to arrange another time..but msg n calling seniors were of no practical use...NO REPONSE fr them..told jt abt it online.. think i sort of mentioned abt the meeting..but it might just slip off hier mind..haha.. oh~ ask jt to try calling other seniors..n inform me if there's any changes...but haiZ...think she cant get them oso..n tt's the break down n cut off of communication..haha..sorry guys..

gosh..time to seriously give some tots to all those hols hw...lost touched of it for damn long..haha..or at least..try to do something abt it..not going to set the standards too high ya? :P..oh no~ i have NO idea where i placed GP bulletin or wateva..de "ideas n dono wad"...2 bklets somemore (izzit?) !!!! oh no...so how am i suppose to do it? hate gp man...darn
n when am i going to catch lotr??haiZ..is it doomed tt i would just miss it again???? Urgh
oh..anyway..perhaps the lotr screened in singapore is CUT too~ u may NEVER noe.. they even cut IF 3 where there's no NC 16 or RA stuff...i mean.. even if if has wat singapore consided 'extremely violent' n 'misleading for youths'...it oso has absolutely NO reason to CUT tt part!!!...pple..time to launch complainS~~ hmph

i feel DAMN cheated... by the cinema.. *fuming*
the Infernal Affairs III that i watched was not the ORGINAL COMPLETE version! watched the IF III dvd n realized tt between Andy Lau made a chaotic mess and shot himself in the security department...AND he being paralysed in a wheelchair staring blankly into the space (with the 2 marys), that's were it's was cut man~~ ard 3-4 mins i surmise.. n that kena "cut" part explains tonnes of question marks for many... at least the real identity of Chen Dao Min was some how more patent... n the thought evoking conclusion..i'm CHEATED!!! ok ok.. tt "cut" part goes like this... after andy lau shot himself... the inspectors went to his office... chen dao min was looking through andy lau's pc n found all those video clips of the security depart. he clicked on one.. de window was enlarged ony to c leon lai walking towards to screen, smiling frenly n looking up, he said " HI, peng you" err..something liddat...but din rly catch it...tt part quite sad..
OH..there's this part where Kelly chen n Chen Dao min both visit the graves...chen dao min placed a bullet on Tony leung's grave ( u noe...the one tonly shot n left him crippled..) n lighted up a cigar, placing it on Leon lai's grave....n he toked abt 杨锦荣,陈永仁,刘健明 n himself...他们的相遇是一种缘分...blah...rmb these words of his: "只有事情改变人,人是不能改变事情的,但是他们却改变了一些事情..." n so on....

WAH WAH WAH~~~ am i the ONLY one being cheated by that particular cinema...or the WHOLE singapore is cheated??? DAMN IT!!!

have been busy doing CIP in orchard these days...haha..it's rather enjoyable~...remind me of those good old days of joking ard,doing some stupid things, oblivion of the crowd casting frequent weird glances :D...it seemed so natural last time..but now i have to treasure every min n sec of it so much tt...well...sigh...

saw huiyi n diong today...tt was pleasant surprise~ wao~ fancy the period of time i last saw them...was it during teacher's day?? rly is havn seen them for ages~! was never rly tt close to diong as a fren,but i'm just too blithed to c her...listening to yiyi n her nonsense~~ :P...the long mrt ride seemed so short...recieved yiyi's msg...telling me how glad she was for meeting us...but do u noe i'm just as grateful as u do?

i simply love 4/2 (3/2)...those 2 yrs where the happiest moments in my life.. the class was fantastic.. everyone was so close.. i mean..u would feel so much at ease toking to anyone...free n easy to share ur tots with those u were not tt close...n u are going to get the same response fr them :)..cliques were inevitable but the pt is...the whole (almost) class would sit in a distorted circle n tok rubbish every morning..haha.even during prelims, admist all those muggin, we would still crowd ard the middle row with all sorts of rubbish flying ard again~~ :)...it's not a purposeful act of bonding or wateva shit...everything was just SO natural...so natural tt i took it for granted...no faking...there just izzit a need...life's simple n comfortable...lessons are..sorry to say...much more interesting then now...i mean the teachers...never like NY as a sch... but i simply love the teachers.. n 4/2..

i do made some rly gd frens in JC...but still...it's just so diff..de pple are so diff..in a way it's a positive form of culture shock but something is obviously missing...i'm still trying to adjust...or rather...trying to change to blend in...is it ever attainable? i wonder..hmm.. but no party is to be blamed...each individual has his own lifestyle n xi guans...dere's absolutely no way we can ever change it...

rmb dad said tt JC frens would be the most sustainable n lasting one...i seriously beg to differ... i mean... i do have some sustianable friendships.. but come on.... we have to face it... most are not going to last... i noe it...things just gets rather superficial... well..i cant ask for more... having a few close frens are already beyond my expectation..n it's enough....

it's something tt's gone forever, at least i dun find it in JC...
wen said to me " dono when's the nxt time i ll meet fuhan...."
i wonder.

happy birthday to U, dad. :)

it's a miracle...we meet...when i'm alone in this world..it might never occur to u tt u presence in my life is a special gift for me. pple come n go in my life but i have always reserved a life long place for u beside me.. reminiscing evokes nostalgia...i'm proud to say i have always treasure it...past present future..true friends are not easy to come by...but i'm lucky...what more can i ask?
years down the road, when we turn into grandmothers,would we still be sitting around in coffee bean drinking capuccino? :)

8 da zha xies, 2 quails and 20 strawberries are having UN conference in my digesting system now...:P

"when i'm not in my right mind, my left mind gets pretty crowded."

oh, i've dreamt recently, finally and quite surprisingly...firstly coz the last time i remembered dreaming...that i had dreamt...was rather long ago...and nex cuz i can remember it...though vaguely only...and everytime i wake, i feel renewed and not tired or sleepy at all..
it wasn't bad or anything...just a little weird and...i'm not sure what it means...and i can hardly remember now...
it was dis HUGE yellowish white (?)python...appearing out of this rather big pond in sch( err..is there any pond in the sch in de 1st place?)the sch looks weird anyway..not NY not HC...in no particular order,its hard to remember exactly what happened...but the python seems to be only visible to ME...miraculously..i was not at all freaked out or wadave..err..i think i was astonishingly calm..:P that python seemed to be staring at me..err..looking or wateva (?) i distinctly remembered...n apparently, it appears tt i was pretty glad to see it...wonder what it means...and i think there was a little talking..then i woke and i was the bright light outside...through the window...and i realised it was 8 15 already...so it is only now that it has suddenly came back to my mind...hmmm...
i hoped it meant something...some kind of warning or some kind of prophecy but...i dunno...
yepz and as much as i wished to continue that dream the following day..u noe.. those serial like haha..it didn't happen...
these things are...we can't control such things, dreams...

wo jin tian bei YUEHAN niao dao ji jia lat yi xia xia~~~T_T...poor me....T_T....
hahahha
but as a nice person.... i shall forgive him~~ ^^V
errrrr ok...is coz i cannot niao him back den hor bian~~~T_T....haha
i shall go hone my skills~~~~arh~~~ i need cexiang's help~~~hahahaa...xiya u diam loh~~....u are just too not challenging for me to niao laio~~~:P

oh my~~ back from ZWXH drama camp...1 word.. it simply RAWKX!!!! it was fabulous! fantastic! Wonderful! Impressive!
my grp simply ROX TOO!!!! 2 hua4 bu4 shuo1!!! we are the DA YING JIA!!^^V...though most of them were rather reticent the 1st day.. but 2nd day was..was...was...OH~~~ i'm just speechless!!!...they became so ONZ! so active! haha...yi bing n me were so TOUCHED by them!!! esp by their excellent preformances n their bonding...:)...wad can i say...we were simply swollen with pride when we saw them :)....2 HUA BU SHUO!! WE LOV YALL LOTS!!!

toking abt the camp...guess others ll write tonnes abt it...so i'm not going to touch too much on tt...but it's was rly a success...no matter wad sch they were from..even fr those angmoh schs like MGS and SCGS n SNGS blah...who.. i can say they were not every willing initially...in the end...they also started to enjoy this whole camp...n started FENG with us...i can still rmb during the camp fire...how HIGH all of us were...OH~~ so touched!!! i'm sure tt they were impressed by our ZWXh spirit! ZWXH 's simply the BEST!

All of us had done a super duper good job! 3 cheers for ZWXH!!!

ok pple..realized tt if u wan to read chi here... u gotta go to use unicode... tt is.. click VIEW...den scroll to ENCODING...den u ll c UNICODE...hahah... parden me...my frens..errr most of them... r IT idiot just like me~~ hahha..:P

透骨的冷风
冲穿我的
躯壳
灵魂被吹散
湮没在幽冥的
血河

千年的峨眉
留下一个千年的
奇梦
孤独的昆仑
留不住一个孤独的
玄天宗

飞天的琵琶
弹不尽世俗的
无奈
凌峰上的古叶
今何在?

茫茫天宇
找不到一个神
随风而逝
是肤浅的爱恨

醉者自去
踏雪无痕

just realised i havent blogged for a while...(not as if i have any regular visitors :Pp donno y i keep this oso..hahaz)
anyway...went for Chinese Soc Spring Cleaning...goodness...the accumulated piles of rubbish thrown away were absolutely amazing.. gosh.. surmise an estimation of more than 5 yrs worth of supposedly-valuable rubbish gonna wave a big bye to our hui suo..but i'm not going to miss yall..too bad :P...hahaz.. our hui suo looks like having a BIG time renovation..wahaha..yes..so this superb event categorically worth a place in my blog...hahaZ...it's rly super gratifying lo :P..

oh well...kian wee cracked a super lame+cold+icy joke (as usual :P)..boy..i'm still in the process of defrosting myself.. it goes like this: once upon a time..while a kiwi was jumping ard frenetically outside hui suo.. he fortuitously caught sight of this pathetic teeny weeny ball in a mysterious box..picking it up..scrutinizing it...kiwi suddenly burst out: wo3 QIU2 QIU2 ni3!!!..k.. surmise not many of yall got this oh-so-funny joke~~ hahaha...:P...to enlighten yall...QIU=ball in chi..-_-lll
boy....wad can i say...epitome of lameness~~ wahahahha...:P

anyway..just came back from dinner in front of 'internal affairs 2'...FANTASTIC SHOW! does anyone else feels that wu zhen yu's just so cool? he just surpassed others rite?...rly is fabulous.. hands down hands down...anyway...the scene when huang qiu sheng's car detonated with his buddy inside was soooooo sad...i can feel his hopelessness instantly..seeing ur best buddy burning right in front of ur eyes n u can do nothing but stare...boy..how sad... :(...
Implausible show tt everyone's gotta catch man!

wanted to write something else...but i feel drained...no energy..my brain's numb and dead..:X..think it's time of me to pay my regular visit to dream-king soooon~~ haha.. still have lep meeting tmr at 9am..hmm...not to 4get gonna make tonnes of phone calls to confirm attendence for drama camp...shall start working now~~! :)

oh well oh well...yun's going korea tmr i surmise??? bon vogage ya? looking forward to ur return...*grinZ*...

xiya managed to conduct a interview with Vivian xu ruo xuang...boy..how lucky can she get..not tt i'm a fan of hers or wad..(na na..tt kind of artists just not my cup of tea)..but HEY.. spectaculous chance to intervew a celebrity!...what more can u ask for attachment!!...brilliant.. i can foresee her advanturous days to come...n i'm here stucked at this pathetic 5 room flat staring at that treacherous soporific SAT(*eyeing the 9cm thick SAT*)...i'm tranforming into a pedantic maniac...fantastic...desperate desires for early retirement from sch...ok, it's gonna sound damn paraniod, so i betta stop...

stuff to update:yun's flying to korea in 4 days time..KOREA again..wat's the prob huh? everyone seems to be going dere (eh..2 to be exact :P)haha...but oh well.. yun...BEWARE..i'm expecting something back for me...tt is to compensate for my feeding mosquitoes here...haha..:P...enjoy ur trip...esp the snowing part..though it's gonna be freezingly cold.. but worth the suffering :)...scenery is gonna be damn tranquil and breath-taking..eh..depends on where u visit ya? haha...somehow..it just reminds me of winter sonata...boy..i'm jealous again haha..

tried to make muaji myself today...wao~ disastrous..hai..feeble attempt trying to be independent once in a while :P..i'm not boasting but..i'm pretty confident with my housekeeping skills sooooooooooo far... but when it comes to cooking... i'm just a hopeless bungler..:Pppp..but ironically... a bungler in cooking like me is a gourmet hahahahaha...

oh...that 5566 Weside Story Song- Legend seemed ubiquitous, the tune is EVERYWHERE...surmise tt it's just too popular...just recall the frenetic and berserk behavious of those fans! haha...no offense cailing..though it's just a little inane..haha..no..just a little beyond my comprehension...-cherubic smile-

haiZ... accompanied mom to NUH.. her cheek swollen for dono wad reason... :S... this is the 4th time of the yr visiting NUH.. record year loh... sheesh.. dono wad happened to my family :X... daddy say must find a day to go temple n AMITOFOU... superstitious?? but consider wat happened: grandpa- car accident (heng he managed to survived..:)..mom-dono wad lung thingy...Bro-kena a deep cute on his cheek..got scar somemore :X..sibeh po4 xiang4... den + this time loh...haiZ...tt's y i oso think better go lah... no harm trying... but so far hor... i most heng of all...nothing particular happened to
me...^^V...well..shall not flaunt abt it haha... later things pop out then i noe...kk....TOUCH WOOD!!!!..

haiyah!!! missed chi soc FOS!!!! walao... i sibeh sian dao loh...been rotting at home for ages... time for some fresh air and other faces den turn out liddat....haiZ the tot of yall play badminton..T_T.... but well... as long as mom's alrite..:)...
hope u pple (chi soc) enjoyed urselves ya!!!

oh yah!!! XIYA... i'm green with jealousy!!! u lucky gal u!!! same office as Wu Qing Kang!!! u better go n buy his book n ask for his signature!!^^V.. n PLS PLS PLS rmb not to throw face in front of him which i foresee in time to come...erm...hahha..
not to forget.. if u consider HIM as ur OUXIANG.. ur TASTE is improving ya?? *wink*...heehee...
wei... keep me informed of new jingbaos at work to spice up my sad.. mundane..insipid..humdrum (eh..still for wat vocab? revising for SAT..haha :p) life...

n to JINGshi: wah... y u so failure huh??? haha... tt time wan to dye dark..den turn out light...now dye dark...den too dark...wad the hell are u doing to ur hair~~~ haha... bet u must be longing for ur NATURAL color hair back ya?? *grinZ*
kk...aiyah.. i SCOLD u again leh.. how??? haha... n hor.. jinyukun go korea u envious or not??? are u mad now?? heehee..
kk...dun dui u now..:P

pple... back fr LEP camp...:) though the lectures and talks can open shops to sell their chao strong vaccum cleaners... the activities at nite were truely fine...i mean.. they are rly NICE!! haha...:)...enjoyed myself :)... but it's a pity that i only managed to c the stars for1 nite... somemore stars kena blocked by clouds...:s.. alrite.. the presence of the stars are not rly tt impt or wad...but rather the ambience... i like tt secluded area.. it just makes me feel so calm... n truely makes me reflect on everything abt myself... let my heart lead the way... not the brain... erm.. for that moment :)...pondering the REAL aim and desires of me..without being affected by any external disturbants...thinking only abt ME.. care nothing abt the surroundng environment that i'm living in...
somehow...this never fails to enlighten me... feel refreshed :)... just a second out of the world u are living in is just so relaxing :)

feel like dying my hair~~.... rmb last yr ard this time.... we dyed our hair red and green...haha....long before we saw a very nice DARK BLUE dye~it's super nice!!...but cant find it later T_T... very dui~...only got red and green available...den too bad loh~..somemore Xmas ard the corner mah...:)..
maybe shall call them out one day to dye again~:)..

ultra sian or rather..low at home...
no mood for anything... LEP...SAT...OUTINGS...din noe tt family's disappearance can be this hard... not as if cant live out them or wad..but just feel tt something's missing in my life...*look ard the empty house*...haiZ... din realize my reliance on them...我是一个幸福的人.. i suddenly realize..

i miss yall...
enjoy urselves:)

parents went Malaysia... leave me alone at home..没良心...抛弃我 T_T...no lah...all thanx to LEP camp loh~..haha...but well...sometimes alone is not a bad exprience too~...hiyahZ.. but i'm still quite scared.. ALL coz of xiya's exprience n Terence's ghost story~~ T_T...trauma me like crazy.. 害我在死党家泡了一夜...a bit the laokui *hides*...but hiyah..pple scared wad to do?~~:P
anyway...toking abt yesterday... 2 word:被骗！！！WALAO~... i wan to complain~~...tt 翡翠火锅…thingy...黑店！！！wah!! i saw the jing dua zhi de 2 words 翡翠 ..den tot it's 翡翠小厨with all the 香脆可口的小龙包…(:D) floating in my mind~~ me and my frens chiong inside like dono wad (so many pple chiong.. how come no one notice!! T_T)... i was thinking of eating beef 拉面...but no la mian... den i think ok lah...just eat their noodles....$5.80 should be not bad taste wad... den hor...we ordered 2 plates of cheapest dishes......(cheapest-$8.60 each -_-lll)...den me and my frens was like.. ok~~ as long as we get to eat our xiao long bao...BUT BUT BUT...after we made our orders...they say they don serve XLB!!! the WOREST thing is...the noodles taste like SAI!! ultra tasteless!! even pple like me oso can cook on my own loh~~ n it's cost of produciton (plus fire to cook)won be more than $2...even instant noodles oso nicer!!! WAD DE HELL!!!! n oso find out tt the $8.60 plate of tofu hor...only 6 small tiny pieces!!!*dui*dui*dui* KILL ME!!!!....but well...my fren even more dui...coz she odered dry noodles..which happens to be $1 more than soup one~~ haha...:P...but i rly BIG TIME siao dao.......I"M CHEATED!!!! T_T....den hor~~ some more i wan to eat YAKUN!!! den me n my frens walk all the way from PS to LEVEL 1 to eat...but u noe wad???? it's closed!! somemore just minutes ago!!!! wat can i say~~~~....1st time i eat food until so buey song~~ hahaa..
heng hor... at least our trip down to LEVEL 1 very exciting!! coz got this buskers parade going on...^^V... it's so fuN!! i mean..we don c pple dress up with masks on tt often mah~~...hence..as a suagu Bt Batokian... i sibeh high lah~~~hahaha..so interesting... though we did some aopiao thingy on the way...but who cares huh? :P

ppl..so moral of the story: BOYCOT翡翠火锅！！！

In NO time.... PW is gonna END in 24 HRS!!!! OMG!!!! months of torture...months of insane proposals, minutes, interviews, researchs, written report drafts, claim to fame, OPs.... weeks of concentration camps....days of OP rehearsals...WAH~ put it in Ziqian's words..."going to present my beloved 3rd finger"...but well...IT'S COMING TO AN END PPLE!!! just cant believe it!!! *slap*slap* my face.... *ouch* :)... oh my~ i'm on cloud 10000000000000000 hahahaha....
no no..gotta come down.... still have 24 hrs to endure....:)...just wait for tmr to end... just wait for tmr...heehee

oh my... cailing~~ i'm afraid i don dare to step into ur house anymore~~ haaha.... it ll remind me of of PW.. the PW AURA...the PW atmosphere~~... the PW scheming~..hahaha....the PW phobia...*grinZ*...yi2 duan4 bu4 kan1 hui2 shou3 de wang3 shi4....erm...wang3 shi4 in 24 hrs time ...:P

kk...everyone must be piaing OP now....
but b4 i go~~~~ i shall do HC011's beloved motivational 11 CLAPS!!!!

11 claps--------WE LOVE PW!
11 claps--------WE R THE BEST!

i shall go scheme now...for the last time in my whole life for PW..

Sun: PW
10.30 am -- 9.15 pm
Mon: PW
9.40 am -- 4.55 pm
Tue: PW
1.00 pm -- yet to be confirmed
Wed: PW
yet to be confirmed
THU: PW
OP and touch up of GPF
FRI: RIP PW
TO HELL PW!!!!

PW is holy.
As holy as Raining's adoralble little hamster
which doenst exists
As holy as my PHY S paper
which doesnt exists too
hahha.... RAINING~~:P

平静的外表
耳边的摇滚乐
红色风暴
不停地咆哮
小提琴的哭啸
电子吉他的尖叫
搅乱
混杂的空壳
疯狂的乱摇
封闭的年少
恨
边缘的不屑
脑中苦笑

清晨的睡意
朦胧的美丽
单薄的淡雾
迷失在遥远的那里
微风拂过
霍然清醒
昨日的醉生梦死
今日的叹息
豁出去
欲乘风
随它而去

1 week of PW concentration camp offically starts 10 am tmr... haiZ..

笑颜的黑暗
粉碎了平凡
现实的污点
道尽了浅显

巴尔札克的浪漫
基督山的谋略
托尔斯泰的沉思
于连的深陷

文化的熏陶
忘不了的肤浅

here's enigma's Return To Innocence.. think the lyrics is very encouraging... how i wish i was still the one i used to be...
i'm not going to hide...i'm not going to care abt wad pple say... i ll just follow my own ways...
i'm going to.....
RETURN TO INNOCENCE

That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.

enigma

wad the hell....posted an entry this morning in the library...but in the end din come out...sianZ..but well...4get it...

dono wad's wrong with me... i rly feel tired of life... hollow... empty shell... yet still...gotta put up a fake smile and act normal in sch... wad is this... nothing much to look forward to other than the end of pw...

i never knew i had such lousy control of my temper... a slightest thing can provoke and agitate me....
there are so many things bothering me...things happening at an undesirable and the most unappropriate time... U (if u noe who u are) shd understand wat i mean...
keeping things to yourself is rly tiring and sickening at times...

i hate my life....or rather my life hates me?

hahahha....finally one day freeeeeee of PW!!!! can enjoin my niteZ onlining~~~~ toking cock~~ blogging... SO SIOK!
this is wad u call life mah!!!! hee~:p

got back all my results.... surprisingly above my expectation~ so i'm kinda satisfied... wo yao qiu bu gao~~ anyway..results this kind of thing hor....rly muz take it easy... even it might be hard ... esp when one haf not experienced failure b4~~...
but well..life's a not bed of roses... think in another view... it's better tt u experience failure now den later in life rite? belief me... u ll find urself stronger if u can zhen4 zuo4 qi3 lai3! i have ultra huge faith in yall!!!!

never ever felt so glad tt i was fr NY (it suxs in many ways i cant deny...)... but going through all those SUCKY disappointments and failures... i m proud to say tt... i m able to hua4 bei1 fen4 wei2 li4 liang4 n chiong~~~ at the same time take it easy... i mean....failing in NY's like so damn common to me during Sec 2... esp maths... getting a pass was like..HUH? Did the teacher make a mistake???? hahaahaaha... the most ultimate depressing thing is tt... all those in my clique went to TOP triple science classes... or rather the BEST class.... no no.... 80% of my classmates went to those classes...HAHA! to think how despondant i felt tt time... life's like so gloomy... doubting my abilities... quesioning my future... i don feel like studying at all... no motivation.. decided to slack and havoc my whole sec 2 yr.. yet...life's bitter... haha..so ironic

zi4 bao4 zi4 qi4.... i reaped wad i sowed... i was posted to a normal double science class... but but but... i am not WEAK! hey hey~~~ i managed to regain my confidence... or rather...wanted to show tt i'm as capapble as those triple science students... i vowed tt i MUST CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG ~~~..tt's y i come hwa CHONG mah (.....kk.. not funny...)hahaahha.... n i rly did.... motivation's rly useful man! haha...
i dare to say tt.....sec 3 n 4 were like my most treasured yrs in NY... not sec 1 n 2... realised tt enjoy must come together with studying... my results were much better.. n i enjoyed life!!! not to 4get... i found a grp of zhu1 peng2 gou3 you3~~~haahahha.... rly is sai4 weng1 shi1 ma3~~~~:)

SOOOOOOOO~~~ all those gloomy gals n guys out there~!!! BE STRONG!!! :)

wei~~~~ wad MVP.... don anyhow say can???? hahaha.... but is he MVP or not huh? hao xiang shi leh~~~.... hiyah... at 1st tot he good guy....ermmmm..... i mean....nice guy.... decent guy......hahhha...but heard he's bad leh~~ hu shd i belief???? but...nvm.... as if i care~~ just htink he bball v zai only mah~~~ hahha....better don let him read this...hahaha
but seriously...he rly doesnt look like those....kk.... looks are deceiving~~

eh!!!!! ZHI PING n IVAN!!! i gonna tie1 da4 zhi4 bao4 liao!!!!!!! hahha.... u just go count how much u owe me????? last time the hong lou still havn pay yet~~~ now need to collect $10 more... later i ask gu3gan3 to roll over u den u noe~~~hahaahaahahha...


hey~~~~ anyone noe how to do the MAF report huh? in chi somemore...... i even more no tou2 xu4 leh~~~~~~ :X

HEY HEY~~~ after a rather looooooooooong diappearance.... i'm finally BACK PPLE!!!! haha...kk....or rather..i finally finish my part for pw liao..PW IS INSANE LAH~~~ driving me crazy!!!!!! come one!! wat kind of life is this!!!!! after promos already leh!! (k...as if others enjoy it~~..i shall shut up..:p)

anway..got back 2 papers liao.. LEP n MATHS..heng heng heng~~ i pass dem...esp MATHS~~ oh dear.. pass rite on the dot! but hor...frankly speaking....i think i deserve to fail (shhhhhhhhh) heehee... guess i'm rly tyco... as usual...arts' math is the lanest of ALL~~~ haha..hey come on! majority get O and F leh( i'm not much better~ ).. u just go compare with the freaky fac s2 or s3?? the lowest grade is a C leh!!!!! C leh!!!! wad the hell... nvm... we shall take it easy.. pple PRC wad to do???

think econs n hist hor... fierce more lucky less... think i no control of the subjects leh (like wad xy said)...hai..scary~~...but can do nothing now~~ just pray... hope can scheme through~ heehee...at this pt in time... relac lah ppl!!!!

hai...these days hor....after FOS.... it's getting worrying u noe.. pple start to get rly low~~don like the gloomy feeling~..*sobZ* like amm.. kiwi.. helen.. jinghan.. *a heavy sighZ again*.. is it coz of results? PW? or others? RLY hope tt yall can return to normal self SOON! Life is beautiful~~~~~

well... i'm really worried for ivan... he's in danger of retaining i suppose....given his situation...haiZ... but there's nothing much i can do to help at all... nothing... can only pray for him... he's a nice guy...nice fren.. *pray*

HEY!!!!!! OPEN HOUSE was GREAT! though somehow...not as many pple as compared to last yr.....(y uh?) but this yr is much more organized n interesting i guess~~~ hahaha... both LEP and Chi Soc were well-received leh!!!!! WoOhOOOOOooo~~~~ 11 claps! but still....gotta say a BIG sorry to Chi Soc Exco~~..sorry tt i din help much.. coz i'm helping LEP.. RLY sorry!!!! *90 degree bow* sumimase~~ actually partly coz i was somehow rather low tt day too...:S
what's wrong with me these days........hmmmmm.....

KKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!! i shall stop all my HAIZ n SIGHZ!!!! i feel like a OBASAN liao lah~~~ or rather... a whiny old woman~~
NO! heY hEY~~ i'm still young n pretty (k....time to PUKE :P) wahahaha~~ cannot liddat~~...

wOoHoOoOoOoOoOoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NITEZ EVERYONE!!!! parden me for this incoherent and crappy blog~~ :p

EH!!!! though i'm once again damn tired today~~ i'm rather satisfied!! HAHA~~~ the bball finals was RLY impressive!!! so tactical!! So swift!!so ZAI!! so....wateva!! WAO~ good match man! but well... somehow feel a little lack of spice~ maybe coz i'm too neutral... not supporting any side~~ heehee...

but somehow...admist of the match... the atmosphere suddenly tensed up or something(k....duh?!)... pretty scary u noe~~ i kind of predicting that a fight might result or something... so i diam diam don dare to say anything :x....worried that later kena pull to some secluded area n dear a13 wont be able to c me again~~ hahahahhahahhaha... no lah..toking cock~ :p... but it din happen anyway~ *phew*...

OH! the hu huh...what's his name??? xin ru???? (how come a bit gurlish leh? *look ard* *shhhhhhhhh*) hahaa....he's a V good player! wao! c him play sooooooooo siok! when he gets the ball....u ll c 3-4 opponents choing him~ RLY not intimidating loh~~

haha.....anyway~ so enjoyable~ good fight 64!

美好生活

我们走向深渊，是存在理由的。

我看见一个人专心致志
用钉子钉头
用石头砸脚
我听见他全身的悲鸣
然后，他说："毁掉我
毁掉这一个我"
我相信，这个世界上
他的另一个我，过着
美好生活

溺水者

溺水者满嘴泥沙 在午后
被捞了出来
溺水者脸色苍白 嘴唇发紫
犹如一张被上帝弄脏了的纸
他是否真的告别了生的沸腾
而进入了静止的死
放下望远镜 我却无法继续
我中断了的写作
我被这偶然看到的事件所困扰
散乱的思绪 犹如透过放大镜的光一样
被聚焦在一个点上
生与死 一个古老而又堂奥的问题
像电鳗一样在瞬间击伤了我
我是不是一个溺水者
手抓一根救命的稻草
正在水中拼命地挣扎
或者 我早已被太多的水所淹没
甚至是死了连自己也不知道
就像这个溺水者 躺在阳光下的沉默
我看到的几个救生人员徒劳的忙碌
和一群围观者 无聊的好奇

i'm damn tired~ all coz of FOS....i mean....i have NEVER (note: NEVER) touched (n don feel like touching haha) a football in my life..... at least it has been so for my past 17 years......what is dis~~~~~~ hahhaa..... but it was quite funny after all...rly last min tou1 shi1 fr teckmeng loh....but apparently..it doenst help....haha.... no lah....at least i learnt tt when the opponent is approaching....u gotta move in front to tackle him not back....hey...it might be common sense to some pple lah...but yall mus understand a soccer idiot like me~...anyway...coz of my extreme blurness....s61 score a goal...hahEz...sorry....but it doesnt occur to me that i have to prevent the ball from rolling into the net......hahha... BUT i MANAGE to stop a goal leh!!!!!!!!!! as in rly stop leh!!!!! haha.....stupid lah.....i was pretty shock myself too...which means....in other words....its just pure luck...tycoism......haha....my hand just happened to be dere n it somehow found its way to my hand....nothing to do with me rly~....heeZ~ :p......eh...though it's only 8 mins loh......it seems 10s n 1000s of years for me!! haha.....1st time i concentrate so hard on the ball... it's rly physically n mentally draining loh....tt's y i so tired even i din do much...anyway.....hope tmr i ll be tyco again....*pray*ohmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm*......*grinZ*

just wan to add that.......ivan is RLY zai loH! haha.. Denzly is another zai giak too!!!!!!! i c him i was like OH DEAR~~~~ y he so near me~~ shoo shoo go away~~ haha.....:p

i intented to publish some chi posts....but well....too tired liaoZ.....wait for another day den~

WOO~~today's a rly happening day~~as in for me lah~~ haha....not in terms of jingbao but but but~~
haha... feel v happy....1stly...i got my ZHI WEI T!!!! though i don rly like the colour(orange) initially..but well..it turned out to be pretty seh after all haha...the design's cool too! just tt it's a little too ex...eh..come on lah..1 t shirt $19 RLY NOT v X loh~ haha...den den den...i FINALLY got the invitation to go n collect my trophy n prize!! haha..trophy not impt lah...the $xxx is more appealing~~heehee...more allowance!!:P den hor....I WATCHED MADAME BUTTERFLY liao!!!( suddenly feel so cultured! heez) for those pple scrathcing their head...madame butterfly is neither stella nor eng version of liang zhu...at least non of them turned into butterflies..yall fang4 xin1~~haha (plz lah! dono how many pple asked me liaoZ...rly is thank loH~ haha) it's a poignant ballet based on Puccini's immotal opera...n the storyline's roughly revolves ard this Am Lieutenant married a Jp gal n abandoned her after the war and her deepening obsession with his return is brought to a crushing and dramatic end...wah biang eh~~ wat kind of LAN4 nan ren is this!!!!! 2 timer loh~!!! got fiance liao still like tt shui3 xing4 yang2 hua1~~!!! before i watch the ballet i already turned off by the oh-so-lame storyline liao loh~.. n it's supposed to be TRAGIC!! wa~~even more thank!! don c anything rly tragic( k.tragic for the Mdm Butterfly lah)..it's all coz of the blardie guy loh~ not as if like liang zhu liddat..both rly totally in love with each other but cannot get together~~..the most ironic part hor...when i look at the brochure...it says it's A GREAT LOVE STORY..haha....like real (roll eyes)

kk...enough kaobehing of the plot....but the ballet itself really is HOW NICE!!!!Weich's beautiful choreographic expression has all the fluidity and grace to convey the soaring romanticism and tragic desperation which is at the core of this whole story...OMG!! is rly transparently engaging!! the lead dancer is..is...is damn graceful! i bai4 dao3 at her shi2 liu2 qun2 xia4~ haha...ballet is gonna be the most impt item on my future daughter's learning list man! heehee
well....the guy is oso v pro....but still....where got pple go c guys loh (i mean ballet lah)...dey sad lah...no matter how good dey are..their presence is just to chen4 tuo1 his female dancer, to provide them with a more variety of actions only ma...sad rite? haha...just tt i don like the cat calls at the end....think it's not rly suitable for this kind of refined art...i mean...don rly think the dancers ll appreciate it loh~ or izzit coz of NY huh? NY always don like us to cat call....as in can lah...but this kind of occasions cant lah~ haha~~ we are cultured pple heehee.....

overall...i rly enjoyed it! all thanx to yiuming~~ for helping us gope the tkts~ long time never c u....but rly find tt u are DAMN cute! haha~~ RLY! to think i din realize it in NY~~today end of ya promos! enjoy! anyway...saw the RJ sc badge...looks quite funny...think the normal one nicer..walao..still got a dog loh..den got wad guarding dog theory....haha...quite lame -_-"':P oh YAH! oso learnt RJ version of saying taking MRT: merting...haha it take me a few mins to get use to it sia~ haha..later if can i help u fa1 yang2 guang1 da4 in HC heehee~

n to yun oso~ though u met tonnes of frens hor...n i met none..making me tt my social circles like sooo small liddat..but hor....after my analysis...it's all coz u got learn BALLET MAH~~ of course ll noe a lot of pple dere lah! which means my social circles not that tiny after all~hee...*zi4 wo3 an1 wei4*(T_T)...btw..thanks for willing bei4 wo3 exploit n pei2 me take mrt~ yeah! noe u v good~....n i shall always be the exploiter! :P

promo is finally over!!! YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!
YEAH?!
don rly feel tt overjoyed leh~~ felt a bit empty....why?
promos is over isnt it?
went orchard....nothing much....tok crap with ziqian dey all..haha.....n we saw a DAMN lanky women.....
her waist hor....thin until beyond imagination!!!!!!!! walas..rly is Ren Bi Huang Hua Shou loh~~~
seniors are leaving tmr....i mean...it's their last day....
ionly knew it today...guess i'm too preoccupied with promos to realize tt....
rather sad.... de class bench ll be so empty.....
without ppe like teckmeng stoning (out zhao1 pai2), without yukun dere all toking cock dere.....
without others mugging~...haiZ....guess life ll be a little sian....haha
anyway~... toking abt LEP paper~~~~~
haiZ...... i rly have to admit defeat in front of all the poems.....so many n yet only choose 1....somemore it's TAO YUAN XIN~
wad de.....haha,....but i write until i wan to laugh oso lah~ coz i was like trying to figure out the poem n failed
n out of my extreme pekcheyness......brilliant me decided to invent my own TAO YUAN XIN~ haha....think xiao rui ll cry when marking heehee.... n chai guan oso!!!!!!! walaoZ....... i left 55 mins to write tt loh~ n i spent nearly 20 min stoning.....staring at the clock....looking at de dear chi hist teacher Lin Lao Shi~....den looking at all those pple who frantically asking for ever more n more pieces of paper.....den i stare at my own paper again~ HAIZ.....
rly dono wad to write.... but but but~~~ i still managed to write 3 n 1/2 pages!!!!!!! all thanks to my marvellous crapping skills.....think taking arts rly got some help ya~ but think ll at least secure 3 marks for tt section....haha coz i noe it's a dialogue btw Wang Li Fa n Qin Zhong Yi~ heehee...
hey!!!! Mr Teh trauma me leh!!!!!!!! he say got pple fail his!!!!!!! not fr out class lah! but is coz he havn mark our class yet!!!! *qiu2 shen2 bai4 fuo2* i don wan to fail it!!!!!!!!!!!
haiZ....promos is rly rather disencouraging leh..... trashed all my hopes....but well.....i'm pretty ok with it
just hope tt i can pass every subject....(so gotta pray for maths!)
dono lah~.....just leave everything to god.....n i promise i ll take it easy~ haha.....
meanwhile~ i shall go *shao1 3 zhu4 xiang1*

红 橙 黄 绿 蓝 紫 黑

灰

外 面 打 了 一 個 雷 ，雨 驟 然 而 下 有 一 個 人 大 步 回 家 。剛 回 來 ，想 把 這 几 天 的 事 記 下 ，記 憶 是 蕪 雜 的，趕 緊 在 它 們 瓦 解 前 放 入 保 溫 瓶 。然 而 ，一 切 都 很 細 碎 。然 而，這 几 天 橫 渡 了 十 年 。看 了 /向 左 走 向 右 走/ ，和 想 像 有 些 距 離，但 半 年 的 期 待 總 算 圓 滿 了 。它 的 配 樂 極 好 ，真 的 ，很 用 心 。除 了 某 些 情 節 過 份 合 理 化 ，除 了 gigi錯 讀 了Szymborska ，一 切 都 好。很 喜 歡 那 兩 把 傘 ，紅 傘 黑 柄 綠 傘 白 柄 。很 喜 歡 他 們 的 頸 巾 ，深 深 的 藍 和 紅 藍 黃 綠 大 格 子 ，很 喜 歡 戴 頸 巾 的 感 覺 。 你 在 笑 ，知 道 709394 嗎 ？ 我 不 知 道 。我 問 w 和 k ，他 們 說 46709394 。原 來 他 們 有一 個 名 字 ，看 演 員 表 才 知， 還 是 喜 歡 784533...

784533 ！ 你 在 哪 裡 ！

well well well
promos is 1/2 done...
so far.... so bad
3 papers...
econs maths GP
all facing a downward sloping demand curve...
damn INelastic somemore....cant just one be of
a ostentatious demand curve?
sux
refuse to think abt any dreaded results
but hopes shall not be too high
dun understand...
making all those suicidal stupid mistakes tt
even the dumbest wont...
luck's just not on my side i guess....
just like wat i've expected...
2 is a cursed digit
for me...
it was it is n it will
trust me
ABYSMAL
an ABYSS of rotten apples
satan
save me
ha

for de 1st time, i starts to appreciate Christina Arguilera......
all coz of this song.....she's a bitch YES...but who cares?
she ROX man!!!! WOMEN POWER!!!!!!! thx Jingshi, 4 making me HIGH with u~:)

Can't Hold Me Down

So what am I not supposed to have an opinion
Should I be quiet just because I'm a woman
Call me a bitch cos I speak what's on my mind
Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled

When a female fires back
Suddenly the target don't know how to act
So he does what any little boy will do
Making up a few false rumors or two

That for sure is not a man to me
Slanderin' names for popularity
It's sad you only get your fame through controversy
But now it's time for me to come and give you more to say

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave them proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down

\Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Never can, never will So what am I not supposed to say what I'm saying
Are you offended by the message I'm bringing
Call me whatever cos your words don't mean a thing
Guess you ain't even a man enough to handle what I sing

If you look back in history
It's a common double standard of society
The guy gets all the glory the more he can score
While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore

I don't understand why it's okay
The guy can get away with it & the girl gets named
All my ladies come together and make a change
Start a new beginning for us everybody sing

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
What do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground

Lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down Lil' Kim:
Check it - Here's something I just can't understand
If the guy have three girls then he's the man
He can either give us some head, sex her off
If the girl do the same, then she's a whore
But the table's about to turn
I'll bet my fame on it
Cats take my ideas and put their name on it
It's aiight though, you can't hold me down
I got to keep on movin'
To all my girls with a man who be tryin to mack
Do it right back to him and let that be that
You need to let him know that his game is whack
And Lil' Kim and Christina Aguilera got your back

But you're just a little boy
Think you're so cute, so coy
You must talk so big
To make up for small lil' things
So you're just a little boy
All you'll do is annoy
You must talk so big
To make up for small lil' things

This is for my girls...
This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down
Spread the word, can't hold us down

-Christian Arguilera-

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珍惜过去, 抵不住回忆蔓延
翻开几米的向左走向右走
冷寂的城市
两颗赤热的心迷失了方向
忧郁的画面
我掉进了几米蓝色的世界
寻找着自己的身影
是寂寞找上了我
还是我
选择了寂寞

为何!!!!!!!!!!
我
如今
如此不幸...
kaoZ!
难道得这样
继续下去!

我
不要!!!!!

我
无力反弹...

在夜晚 有天使降临
梦境嘶咬着睡眠
夜不成寐

窗外 不知名的声音
还有风 迈着细微的脚步
踏碎宁静

黑有黑色的光明
在一些秘密休眠之后
另一些秘密蠢蠢欲动

一万年了
夜色渐去 晨光如波
寂寞的帆望不到彼岸

此生

預定道別的時間在哪裡
影子從背後摟住我
單單只是冬天
風從翻領毛衣鑽進來
貼在腰肢
止痛劑的份量慢慢增多

我的舌功能正常
頭髮還在生長
味道如梗在喉
搖晃的尾稍刺著肩骨

雨林夢見了我
瀑布是山的手指
撫觸沒有盡頭
看霧氣升起
指揮著彩虹穿透岩石
預備的雨衣太薄
腳趾到心全都溼透
一群蝴蝶在腹部飛舞
蝴蝶是我的嬰兒
我曾經和花朵交歡
赤裸到剩下骨頭
溫暖的手撫摸著我
一吸，一呼
皮膚逐漸失去感覺
心臟停止跳動
太多人走過的這條路
我並非無知
可是怎麼準備都不夠

鐘放不開指針
蘭花離不開山谷
我
就要聽不見你了

我剪了一隻鶴
藍色的
渾身消毒水味
打開窗戶
放牠飛就消失天空

鐵爐的門關著
留一個小洞
允許眼睛通過
結霜的衣物瞬間焚化
髮，肉
輕度結石的牙剩一顆沒蛀　
曾經車禍骨折的手

我的愛人辨識著我
我的陌生人
請偶爾突然想起我

還來得及說聲再見吧
閉上眼睛
感覺地上的
黑暗
光明
我要安靜離開
不帶一絲悔怒

read henghui's poem...
impressed is the word
HAIL COMMUNIST~~

hey hey~
was trying to add pple to my links...
but apparently not v successfull haha....
aiyahZ..i heck liaoZ...shun4 qi2 zi4 ran2 ba...
i shall slowly figure out~~~:P

tonite's maf...din manage to find lantern..
was thinking of taking a last few glimpses of Xiya's homeland-MARS
during MAF...den compare mars n full moon..n let dear mars zi4 bei1 a bit
haha...i spastic lahZ... but den found tt mars no longer dere....
it went home liaoZ...haiZ...ll miss u xiya~~ *grinZ*
but nvm.. got moon accompany us..

SPECIAL decidation to MOONCAKE

hey hey~ u ask me to dedicate u rite....
now i shall do it...haha..
tday's ur festival leh... MAF...rmb to eat urself horZ...
enjoy de moon...but don get too gek when u compare urself n de moon
it's alright...moon not as round as u~:P
haha..kk...i spas again~~ *slap myself k*
mooncake~~ u get well soon k...i nearly out of baika gang liaoZ..
u don dui... still have a long way to go... but we ll help u~~!!!
noe u havn watch pirates of the Caribbean... poor soul~
it's ok.. u ll get the chance to watch it... at most i accompany u n watch again?
hahaha...since i still not(nearly) of baika gang yet... we still gotta UNITE~~
YEAH! BAIKAIS UNITE~~~ haha

1234 to 5678, wanrong,yun,DI,Qi,Yiuming,all a13 ppls n lepers,
HAPPY Mooncake Fest~~ stop mugging for a minute n relax...n c ya when sch
reopens~~!

hey guys~~
finally decided to have a blog...
haha..but guess it's not a v appropriate time...when promos's
ard the corner ya??
well...gotta justify tt
i din mean any offense to any christians 4 using satan ya?
Satan is a.k.a. as The Devil, Beelzebub, Lucifer, Mephistopheles, Prince of Darkness, Accursed Dragon, Foul Spirit, Satanic Power, Master of Deceit n wateva~~

Is Satan rly a profoundly evil, fallen angel who is totally dedicated to the destruction of everyone's lives.
Is he rly a supernatural being who "walketh about, seeking whom he may devour," and is aided by countless demons.
haha
guess it is yet to be proved isnit?
haha... I'm NOT a SATANIST pple!!!!!!~~~ :)
just feel tt we shdnt believe in wateva info tt's is given
anyway i'm not a christian...it's just my own pt of view tt all..

btw...today's MAF~~
nothing special..gotta stay at home n mug(see ivan~~!!! i'm rly mugging k~~~ for once..:P)
gonna buy a lantern tday...
the NTUC's disney's paper lantern if possible :)
hate those gek "high-tech" plastic lanterns...detest de blardie irritating ear-piercing high pitch noises made by those battery lanterns....
ABSOLUTELY spoils the whole MAF feeling.. but kids just fancy dem..wat to do...they are a potential n important grp of consumers who manipulate parent's $$..hence demand is high...signalling to the producers the profitable good that is to be produced...thus supply increased...haha:P

finally watched the Pirates of the Caribbean..with jingjun huiqing n kenrick...
OMG.... Cap Jack Sparrow's amusingly witty n farnie! not forgetting his looks too..haha...feel that Johnny(wad a name~) depp's really cool..though a bit old..but who cares! toking abt orlando... still prefer legolas den the william...william..dono wad...n Keira Knightly(izzit huh?) is DAMN CHIO~~ haha..was mesmerized by her..:P
it's a rly good show..pple..gotta watch it!
HAIL PIRATES!~ =O