imagine a gulag in the depths of inner mongolia or something of that sort. zoom in on the faces of emaciated people toiling away, shivering in the sub-zero temperatures. then pan out, and there's yuzhe warm and toasty in an eskimo suit beaming happily from outside of the barbed wire fence, taking a happy touristy shot, waving cheerfully at the POWs and then traipsing off into the sunset.

that pretty much sums up my sentiments now. i am one of the LUCKY FEW in the ENTIRE batch, whose exams have ended on tuesday. the rest will be mugging all the way up till god-knows-when. i shall shut up before someone decides to drop a crate of unheard-of Engineering(or what) textbooks on me and squish me into oblivion.

but liberation is sweet. :)

the past week has been nothing but MUGGING. IT textbook is probably permanantly etched into my retinas. i am not a natural at IT, and my brain processes such information at the speed of bangkok traffic.
As such i spend about 10 times more time mugging for IT than a humanities subject( Business LAW) (read: virtually nothing for humanz). but NEVER AGAIN will i have to tolerate DRAM and database or 3G phones and stupid tablet pcs.

this makes me very happy. yeah. i'm not going to think about the possible permutations and combinations of my result. no. i'm going to embrace everything with an open heart( esp for IT).

Your Personality Is

Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

The Three Question Personality Test

this is as true as it can possibly get. BFX

时光是那么地神秘，像风一样，看不见，抓不住。你无从感觉他的存在。只有在风起时，散落在四处的文稿才让我愕然发现---那是散落一地的生命碎片。。

我心痛地拾起它们，细细地重新回过头来审视这些遗失的自己，恍如面对生命里无法言传去又复返的召唤。那是要用直觉去感知的一种存在，是很难形容的一种疼痛中又微带甘甜的战栗。那种疼痛在有意无意之间化为低落在稿上的透明液体。而在这一切之间，我终于又重新碰触到那几乎已隐而不见，藏在极深极深的海底、却又从来不曾离开的心。

我用泪水把它们细细地包裹，纵身一跃，向极深极深的海底游去，去找那个美丽的匣子。
让它们在匣子的怀中日渐化作一颗晶莹剔透。。

我发现我欠好多我珍惜的人--生日债。。
安琪。维彪。瑞宁。还有KAN（这要看他还是否健在）
没办法。。 考试后再说吧。。我就找一天拉他们（不需要拉维彪~：D因为会在那里找倒他)去草根。。木船。。