term started..and my first week is seriously well spent learning NOTHING and missing everything...i started my Uni life by pon-ing the my first lec..haha! tt's so me right... but Uni lecs are crap. those well paid lecturers can spent 1 hr 59 mins toking nothing but crap and merely used 1 min to touched on the subject by saying "go back n read your text". brilliant. wat's the use of us going den? a serious waste of time depriving me of slp...

urg.i'm missing HC already... i tot i won miss it ( in a sense..tt only few would know..) but i am.. i miss SIS clan and lep to be exact and to some extent..crapping sessions with tiger( toking abt tiger...i have yet to pass him the design of the logo for LEP alumni! urg..)..i miss lep stuff...i'm just so off nowadays..so cut off from the world tt i used to belong..xiya's leaving...baobei's leaving...kan will be leaving.. biao will be leaving... and hu else is left for me...to talk abt life...abt lit..abt everything tt we used to tok abt..chyi..she's the only one left...and i don even have time to meet up with these ppl..my past is suddenly snatched away from me..and i'm left with nothing..and chyi will be the only lingering connection to my past.. and i have this strong feeling tt i'm going to lost it completely if i don meet up with them any sooner..i miss you guys dearly.

a mundane update of my life: it's in a mess. nonsense. i'm trying to amend it now..but lethargic. tired. exhausted. for a reason i have yet to figure out..lecs fail to fill me with motivation coz i cant make a sense out of them..my laptop ll only be there in 2 week's time..and most imptly...i'm financially dehydrated.

heading to meet chyi in 2 hr's time..meeting xiya darling after tt....grab some dinner..and i gotta head my way down to zouk...i hope i can get some inspirations...it has been a long hiatus... but i realize i'm losing the touch...it's just impossible for me to sribble anything sensible now... bleahs...and tt makes me desperately yearning for lep...