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xiya好过分。为什么要写一些让人掉眼泪的post。。这里确实不是属于我们的地方。。可是这里好珍贵你知道吗？它牵制着我太多太多地回忆和感情。。大家都要个奔前程了。。我又能做些什么？难道潇洒地在心里放一把火，把关于你们大家的一切焚烧成灰，让曾经的一切，在这一瞬间灰飞烟灭。。那种种的曾经，却也在暮然回首时无言道别。。。我办不到。。真的办不到。。潇洒两个字离我很远。。
我知道。。有一天醒来时。。会发现外面的世界变了模样。。过去就会像泡泡一样灭了。。回头根本不能换取时间的同情。。可能有一天。。我甚至会怀疑泡泡是否曾经存在在我的生命里。。昔日的嫣红可能早已埋入很深很深的洞里。。
那时。。我再怎么拼命地灌溉那朵枯萎的玫瑰。。是否它的香味还找的回。。还是过去的就只能回味。。那时我可能把我的诗和血。。在手掌间凝集。。结成一面魔镜。。幻想自己是巫婆。。从魔镜里呼唤出我们的曾经。。而我的你们。。会不会从记忆里回到我身边。。
今天故意睡的很晚。。只是希望闭上眼睛不再想任何事。。不要梦。梦是什么？梦醒了。。瞬间消失的是最美的幻象。。留下的只是模糊的记忆。。可是。。我无法醒来。。一直沉睡着。。虽然知道会痛还是沉睡着、沉睡着。。
想得简单一点就好了。。我。。好不容易让自己相信是这样的。。
幕开了。幕又落了。
如雷的掌声随着漆黑沉默了下来。《黄城》总是走得那么匆忙，灯最终还是灭了。黑，习惯性地一口吞噬舞台上散发出来的热量，残酷地把新一批高二推入历史的门槛。
我们明年黄城夜韵再见
是的。我们明年黄城夜韵再见。黄城永远都会再见，可是，对观众许下的承诺只能照例由每届高二遗留下来的身影来实现。所以，我很不小心地看到他们哭了。尽情地哭，尽情地cheer，完全不像我认识矜持的他们。那种感觉很奇妙--凭着自己的力量把黄城搬上了舞台的冲动和完成使命的满足感。。卸任的失落感目前至少还不会悄悄地偷袭他们毫无防备的心。。可是。。躲不了的。。唯一能做的只有学会接受。。接受。。再接受。。
我们的歌 竟然 是这一剧中的辉煌
第一次以观众的身份来看黄城，发现自己并没有想象中的坚强。我以为，在黑暗中找到自己的历史定位后，会默默地接受。。唉。。错了。。当那振奋人心，让所有黄城人依恋的旋律在耳际响起时。。我全面性地崩溃了。。眼中打转的泪水咬着记忆不放。。我看到了kan, amm, 助理总监，秘书，财政，崔场，导督们，司仪，茜雅，jingteng。。所有所有的人。。当然。。还有我。。站在属于我们的舞台上，向观众作最后的挥别。。岁月。。可恨的岁月。。总是悄悄地偷走我们极其宝贵的黄城时光。。过来人啊。。 只能在时间也忍不住沉浸在黄城的感动中时，偷偷地从无迹可寻的回忆里找寻昔日的风采。。台上的黄城儿女眼中看到的是观众。。而身为观众的我们。。眼中看到的却是自己。。独自唱一首华初的歌，一首动人的歌，唱出我们的希望，唱出我们奔放。。
让我们 再回到那 最起初最起初的。。
kan感慨地说：“当总监真的不容易。。不容易啊。。不容易。。我不会要再当总监。。”（与其说是对我们说，不如说是对自己说）我轻轻地笑他言不由衷。。kan。。如果时光真的能倒流。。不管多不容易。。你真的不愿意再当总监吗？答案。。大家都心照不宣。。只是。。黄城是不会等我们的。。这一点，守护着维多利亚剧院的莱佛士比谁都清楚。。
幕开了。幕又落了。
我悄悄地离开。。
heys ppl...anyone wana order huang cheng tkts...pls contact the ticketing office at 9667013
anyway...fri and sat's performances have already SOLD OUT...so first night is still available...which is on this THU 17th of march 7 30 pm at Victoria Theatre=)....tickets are priced at $10 $12 and $15 las...those who wana go should know....heehee....or yall can visit Huang Cheng website at
http://huangcheng.hjc.edu.sg/index.php3?d=fpage
i feel like being an irresponsible, to-hell-with-that, swearing, wild child again. i know i'm not the same as before. there's a reason behind it, as there is a always reason behind everything. firstly, i think it is highly unlikely that i will die at age twenty-five, happy, drunk and at the peak of my career. therefore, in order not to lead a really pathetic, miserable, poor and unexciting life for the rest of my years, i will have to act now. Secondly, i am having permanent menstrual syndrome.ha.if you believe.
i love desperate housewives. hot people and it's trashy and smart at the same time. what's not to love?
i will learn to be more careful with words. words, are dangerous things.
patience is important.
i've been short of patience nowadays, i would blame the weather, but it's just me.
OH DEAR!! anchyi never fails to surprise the world with her DRAMATIC decisions!! i mean..who on earth ll suddenly decide to apply for beida Uni when the deadline of application is...erm..tmr?!?! hahah! but knowing anchyi...i wasn't in any sense astonished by the abrupt and unexpected decision of hers...haha=)...somehow..tt's wat tt makes her unique and oh come on~ she's a 100%( the percentage is debatable though =D) female rmb?!!? haha...pls...it's not OUR fault...woman are just so FLEXIBLE~~cant help it~(hail sisters!!)=D.. haha...do hope tt she ll make it IN TIME...before those lazy( assumption on my part)) chinese administrates knock off TMR~~heehee....
and yes dear mel...thx so much for your....erm...."very very very very belated" birthday presents!i've recieved SO many books for my birthday...erm...ppl...i got the msg(^^lll) haha..ok..i shall read MORE~~~haha!..no las...i mean...i simply couldn't stop beaming when i recieve books for presents...ESP when those books are personally selected by your frens who know perfectly WAT kind of books you like! you guys saved me lots of S-eleven you know~*wink*....orh~~ so dearest dearest mel bought me 徐志摩的《在别康桥》and 席慕容的诗集《无怨的青春》！！( i love the books tt xiya and chyi and biao bought me too!) guess wat...there's MORe to come...and tt's wat tt really touched me...MEL copied out MANY eng poems for me! those really beautiful ones!.. of course..there's Carol Ann Duffy's ones...who can forget duffy~~!she's my favourite! not to forget Wislawa Szymborska's Love at First Sight...you know..the one tt inspired JI MI to write Turn Left Turn Right?( They're both convinced..that a sudden passion joined them...Such certainty is beautiful...but uncertainty is more beautiful still...rmb?) she copied out like...let me see...31( parden me if i count wrongly~~:P)poems!! it's like...a handwritten compilation of poems~~~how valuable~~*yuzhe is tearing* ....*sobz*...i mean..mel..she actually took the trouble to do ALL these....(T__T)...
So..conclusion...I'm above averagely HAPPIE today~~!( mel and chyi actually made an effort to come to rgs to entertain me...chat with me...helping me squander away the looooooooooong hrs in sch~~!) arg~~ gals...you have no idea how much yalll touched me...=)...
and so sorry to xiya and kan..for giving the sister clan KTV a skip~..seriously.. i intended to go after sch..but since mel and chyi are not going...and well... there are many others around( i don like ktv session to be TOO crowded...and erm..ya...)...so ya...hope yall enjoyed yourselves...and last but not least...Congrats for getting into USC~=)..really feel happy for you..and enjoy your trip to TAIWAN *pouts* lucky gal!...c ya on HUANG CHENG..
and for 113~~~ OK~~ I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE for DISREGARDING YOUR PRESENCE ok~~*90 degree Jap bow*hahaha...i'm so SORRY for not realizing your STARES~~haha..my god..can yall stop the habit of STARING at teachers?! ( ppl shy la~~muahahaah!)..it's SCARY ok...daunting~~haha...i rmb 109 STARED at me too..outside the music room when i walked pass a few weeks back...heavens! do yall know HOW awkward it was? it was like..there was a SUDDEN dead slience....and everyone started to STARE at you...and guess wat i did..haha..i STARED back equally hard...haha! coz i cant rmb them wat...only had my first lesson with them...how would i rmb their faces CLEARLY?! haha..for a second...i tot i was behind the cages in the zoo...(-__-lll)..when some kind soul finally blurted out tt " we are 109~" ..haha..
ok..loads of crap~~ anyway..tmr's my LAST day....anyone wana take photos with ME?!??!?! ..ok..fine..just say you don WAN...run away for wat? hmph~ haha!..but serisouly..if given the chance...i would be really glad if i get to take a pic with all of yall....101 103 108 109 110 112 113 (wah...i've taught more than 1/2 of the sec 1 population ya?:p)... oh well...i tot i would be able to take some of yall to the Sun Yat Sun Memorial thingy...but hai..turn out tt i have to take the sec 2s...*sighZ*...
ok~ tt's all folks!=)
hmmm...soo...tmr is D-day...okay..ought to sound more paranoid...TMR IS D-DAY~~~ OH MY~~I'M having BUTTERFLIES in MY STOMACH~~~!! (as if...*roll eyes*)...haha..i'm feeling really fine right now...coz..well...i dont even know WAT to expect for the results...so i'm expecting the WORST..but how WORST is WORST? i have no idea....As is just so different from Os...you will be able to step out of the examination hall knowing how well or bad you've done for Os...but you ll never be able to do tt for As...at least for those ARTS subjects....As isn't a great experience(horrible to be exact..haha)..all i can hope now is the BELL curve...but consider the no of candidates taking ARTS paper....i can jolly well forget abt it..arg..
ok..wateva...no use killing my brain cells thinking TOO MUCH....
all the best for ME....haha
