Thursday, December 30, 2004

chyi just called me...she sounded SO tired..:S..hope she ll survive her work...n i realized i'm missing lots of ppl...or rather..i'm missing sch badly..i could no longer take it for granted tt i would be able to *hug* chyi n baobei..niao kan:D and laugh at jingshi everyday like i used to be..and toking cock with ppl like biao when i see them...haiZ...really hope i can c you guys more often:)..and yes..i might be going to rgs to teach...i dono whether i'm making a correct choice..but i know i see no point in doing my current job for the next few mths when the ppl there are most prob. quiting.. they are the driving force for me to work..i was pretty doubtful at first too..but but but...i dono...it seems to be like..even god knows i'm deperate for money...there have been opportunities falling from the sky these days... from the 1st job tt i was admitted to which offers me $1200..to the Times Mag. calling me asking me to do full time sales job with $1400 and right now tiger's rgs relief teach...i had rejected so many of them.. yes...i know i'm dumb...but when tiger's msg reached me..i couldn't help but wonder are these offers from god or wat...it's really a "the whole world conspires to help you achieve it"kind of feel...n i since then..i don c the pt of me rejecting...i know i might sound dumb..but i just got this instinct tt i shouldn't let another chance just slip by my toes AGAIN...:S...haiZ..it's never easy to choose.....