THIS IS THEIR HOSTEL!!!! biang.. they call it SENG KANG NEW TOWN... it's so bloody cool las! esp in comparison with the lao pok beida hostel~~ on the right is all the basket ball courts and all sorts...on the left is this HUGE patch of football field..but carpeted not with grass but rubber tracks( tchs track tt kind of rubber..) biang..qinghua is RICH las...they even have a swimming pool for diving!( heard its made coz of the fu ming xia...the olympics champian...who was also the studen in qing hua...)...and qing hua is DAMN good in sports.. 

a famous qing hua gate... 

this is their HALL...THX... tell me qing hua is NOT NICE....T___T..it's MUCH BETTER than singapore Uni los..ok...singapore UNI are NEVER nice...both are made up of modern structures...but...erm...singapore Uni just..erm..lack something.. 

SEE! in comparison with beida's lao POK buildings( haha...but some are more gu se gu xiang=) ).. 

now is beida's arch enemy QING HUA~~hahah! no las..jun yuan brought us around..and gosh...qing hua is porsh! i feel emotionally UNBALANCED! ARH! it's like 3 times the size of beida...and the campus is DAMN NICE~~ but erm...qing hua is scary.. there's completely NO LIFE there...poor jun yuan... 

zhe: ARG~~ it's a DEAD END!
chyi: relax..i'm taller..let me see where we are...

looking the the mi gong from where the emperor used to SIT and QIAO JIAO...but ok..it's indeed interesting to see others have a hard time trying to find the way out...hahah...:D 

ok..this is interesting...this is supposed to be the place where the annual " find the way to the emperor" game(held during lantern festival) is held...yes..the emperor is supposed to sit in there with all the eunichs fanning and feeding him food..when his poor concubines scheming their way towards him...this just shows HOW self centred the emperor is...thinking tt the world just revovles around HIM..looking at how others walking into the dead end is surely entertaining yah? -_-  

zhe4 xie1 xing4 cun2 de zuan1 wa3 bei4 hou4 shi4 bu shi4 you3 hen3 duo1 bu4 wei2 ren2 shi1 de gu3 lao3 gu shi... 

diao lan yu qi jing bu zai... 

guo4 qu4 de hui1 huang2 ru ci de bu4 kan1 yi4 ji1...ru ci de bu4 kan1 hui2 shou3... 

it looks like the pathanon isn't it?  

the place where xiang fei lived.... you are looking at the place from where qian long was sitting ( the photo below this one) 

yuan ming yuan....i like it...the remains of the fire remind us of the invasion...this is the place where emperor Qiang Long sat and waited for xiang fei... 

wan lv cong zhong yi dian hong... 

how nice the scenery you can see for yourself.. the lake is huge..mesmerized? 

ok...this is part of the lake too( wei ming hu)..nice? a reason why i wana go beida=) 

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beida library...this is only one part of it ok..it's MUCH bigger...like wat helen has said.."it makes you have the mugging mood"..hahah  

yes..this is STILL IR buidling..HAI...DON talk abt it anymore..T_T... 

THIS IS MY IR BUIDLING!!! the COOLEST IN BEIDA!! YEAHS! haha...let me haoliao~~ it's really the newest and the best in beida..BUT haiZ...i've decided NOT to go IR..after thinking of career prospect...BOO~~~ if i go i have to made do with all the SMELLY toilets in OTHER buildings!!!!...but haha..chyi xing li MORE balanced now~~hahah!:D 

me and chyi~~ posing in tian's room! :D..but actually really feel like just faint on her bed and slp!! haha..coz the night spend on the plane was TERRIBLE...hardly got any slp~~:S.. haha..but it's ok.. i can do without slp..but CHYI cant..she sleepwalk for the rest of the DAY! hahaha! 

yitian's ROOMIE~~^^.. there's a small living room outside..with tv..fridge blah blah..super cozy.. and yes..she has a korean and a hongkong gal as roommates..heehee.. the korean gal WAS a roommate of regina..haha..a v gentle and yah..typical korean shu nv~~:D.. 

HEYOS!!! me and anchyi are IN the airport NOW!! yeah!! xiya went off already...thx darling for seeing us off..and the hug...and the dinner... it has been such a long time since we last meet and EAT~ and crap=)... i ll miss you=)...( chyi says she ll miss you too!! haha~~:D)... orh~ MEL even though you are not here with us....we still LOVE you...( and kan too~~HAHA! PUI los)... errrr...well..we ll try to upload photos...and HOPEFULLY blog in beijing..but aiyah... heard tt china kind of censored blogger...:S..( don ask me y...). ok... this crap is going to end soon...coz got time limit..ahah... better go le...coz ive nothing to say too...ORH! PPL! pray for US! and yes xiya..we ll PRAY for you( chyi said AGAIN: i ll pray to me -________-)... ok.. end of story=)

flying beijing in 4 day's time. seriously,i have absolutely NOTHING to blog abt. I just cant settle down mentally. it's great to see buddies having a clear goal ahead and one step nearer to their dreams. i do feel really happy for them.
But wat abt me...HOHOHO...wat's MY god damn dream or future or goal? YES i'm just feeling very fucked up n sickened right now at 1:20pm. This sense of complete uselessness. yes. tt's wat i'm feeling. I'm not hiding it. I'm in no mood to become a bonafide poseur. resign from telling me that sometimes when life seems to give us The Finger, it's actually a hidden blessing. It's the most ludicrous nonsense to me right now.(ok...maybe not an hr later..).Designed to flummox. Bamboozle. Confound.

urgh.I don't comprehend why at all I'm wasting so much time thinking up new ways to make myself miserable. I'm not going to give a damn if you are appalled at the sheer and absolute stupidity of me..yes..i'm absolutely PMSed like the queen mother of all menstruations is coming, but i'm not going to care. All i hope now is to rot and die. Reborn. START A NEW LIFE.

I'm not usually this angsty, I apologize.