xiya managed to conduct a interview with Vivian xu ruo xuang...boy..how lucky can she get..not tt i'm a fan of hers or wad..(na na..tt kind of artists just not my cup of tea)..but HEY.. spectaculous chance to intervew a celebrity!...what more can u ask for attachment!!...brilliant.. i can foresee her advanturous days to come...n i'm here stucked at this pathetic 5 room flat staring at that treacherous soporific SAT(*eyeing the 9cm thick SAT*)...i'm tranforming into a pedantic maniac...fantastic...desperate desires for early retirement from sch...ok, it's gonna sound damn paraniod, so i betta stop...

stuff to update:yun's flying to korea in 4 days time..KOREA again..wat's the prob huh? everyone seems to be going dere (eh..2 to be exact :P)haha...but oh well.. yun...BEWARE..i'm expecting something back for me...tt is to compensate for my feeding mosquitoes here...haha..:P...enjoy ur trip...esp the snowing part..though it's gonna be freezingly cold.. but worth the suffering :)...scenery is gonna be damn tranquil and breath-taking..eh..depends on where u visit ya? haha...somehow..it just reminds me of winter sonata...boy..i'm jealous again haha..

tried to make muaji myself today...wao~ disastrous..hai..feeble attempt trying to be independent once in a while :P..i'm not boasting but..i'm pretty confident with my housekeeping skills sooooooooooo far... but when it comes to cooking... i'm just a hopeless bungler..:Pppp..but ironically... a bungler in cooking like me is a gourmet hahahahaha...

oh...that 5566 Weside Story Song- Legend seemed ubiquitous, the tune is EVERYWHERE...surmise tt it's just too popular...just recall the frenetic and berserk behavious of those fans! haha...no offense cailing..though it's just a little inane..haha..no..just a little beyond my comprehension...-cherubic smile-

haiZ... accompanied mom to NUH.. her cheek swollen for dono wad reason... :S... this is the 4th time of the yr visiting NUH.. record year loh... sheesh.. dono wad happened to my family :X... daddy say must find a day to go temple n AMITOFOU... superstitious?? but consider wat happened: grandpa- car accident (heng he managed to survived..:)..mom-dono wad lung thingy...Bro-kena a deep cute on his cheek..got scar somemore :X..sibeh po4 xiang4... den + this time loh...haiZ...tt's y i oso think better go lah... no harm trying... but so far hor... i most heng of all...nothing particular happened to
me...^^V...well..shall not flaunt abt it haha... later things pop out then i noe...kk....TOUCH WOOD!!!!..

haiyah!!! missed chi soc FOS!!!! walao... i sibeh sian dao loh...been rotting at home for ages... time for some fresh air and other faces den turn out liddat....haiZ the tot of yall play badminton..T_T.... but well... as long as mom's alrite..:)...
hope u pple (chi soc) enjoyed urselves ya!!!

oh yah!!! XIYA... i'm green with jealousy!!! u lucky gal u!!! same office as Wu Qing Kang!!! u better go n buy his book n ask for his signature!!^^V.. n PLS PLS PLS rmb not to throw face in front of him which i foresee in time to come...erm...hahha..
not to forget.. if u consider HIM as ur OUXIANG.. ur TASTE is improving ya?? *wink*...heehee...
wei... keep me informed of new jingbaos at work to spice up my sad.. mundane..insipid..humdrum (eh..still for wat vocab? revising for SAT..haha :p) life...

n to JINGshi: wah... y u so failure huh??? haha... tt time wan to dye dark..den turn out light...now dye dark...den too dark...wad the hell are u doing to ur hair~~~ haha... bet u must be longing for ur NATURAL color hair back ya?? *grinZ*
kk...aiyah.. i SCOLD u again leh.. how??? haha... n hor.. jinyukun go korea u envious or not??? are u mad now?? heehee..
kk...dun dui u now..:P

pple... back fr LEP camp...:) though the lectures and talks can open shops to sell their chao strong vaccum cleaners... the activities at nite were truely fine...i mean.. they are rly NICE!! haha...:)...enjoyed myself :)... but it's a pity that i only managed to c the stars for1 nite... somemore stars kena blocked by clouds...:s.. alrite.. the presence of the stars are not rly tt impt or wad...but rather the ambience... i like tt secluded area.. it just makes me feel so calm... n truely makes me reflect on everything abt myself... let my heart lead the way... not the brain... erm.. for that moment :)...pondering the REAL aim and desires of me..without being affected by any external disturbants...thinking only abt ME.. care nothing abt the surroundng environment that i'm living in...
somehow...this never fails to enlighten me... feel refreshed :)... just a second out of the world u are living in is just so relaxing :)

feel like dying my hair~~.... rmb last yr ard this time.... we dyed our hair red and green...haha....long before we saw a very nice DARK BLUE dye~it's super nice!!...but cant find it later T_T... very dui~...only got red and green available...den too bad loh~..somemore Xmas ard the corner mah...:)..
maybe shall call them out one day to dye again~:)..

ultra sian or rather..low at home...
no mood for anything... LEP...SAT...OUTINGS...din noe tt family's disappearance can be this hard... not as if cant live out them or wad..but just feel tt something's missing in my life...*look ard the empty house*...haiZ... din realize my reliance on them...我是一个幸福的人.. i suddenly realize..

i miss yall...
enjoy urselves:)

parents went Malaysia... leave me alone at home..没良心...抛弃我 T_T...no lah...all thanx to LEP camp loh~..haha...but well...sometimes alone is not a bad exprience too~...hiyahZ.. but i'm still quite scared.. ALL coz of xiya's exprience n Terence's ghost story~~ T_T...trauma me like crazy.. 害我在死党家泡了一夜...a bit the laokui *hides*...but hiyah..pple scared wad to do?~~:P
anyway...toking abt yesterday... 2 word:被骗！！！WALAO~... i wan to complain~~...tt 翡翠火锅…thingy...黑店！！！wah!! i saw the jing dua zhi de 2 words 翡翠 ..den tot it's 翡翠小厨with all the 香脆可口的小龙包…(:D) floating in my mind~~ me and my frens chiong inside like dono wad (so many pple chiong.. how come no one notice!! T_T)... i was thinking of eating beef 拉面...but no la mian... den i think ok lah...just eat their noodles....$5.80 should be not bad taste wad... den hor...we ordered 2 plates of cheapest dishes......(cheapest-$8.60 each -_-lll)...den me and my frens was like.. ok~~ as long as we get to eat our xiao long bao...BUT BUT BUT...after we made our orders...they say they don serve XLB!!! the WOREST thing is...the noodles taste like SAI!! ultra tasteless!! even pple like me oso can cook on my own loh~~ n it's cost of produciton (plus fire to cook)won be more than $2...even instant noodles oso nicer!!! WAD DE HELL!!!! n oso find out tt the $8.60 plate of tofu hor...only 6 small tiny pieces!!!*dui*dui*dui* KILL ME!!!!....but well...my fren even more dui...coz she odered dry noodles..which happens to be $1 more than soup one~~ haha...:P...but i rly BIG TIME siao dao.......I"M CHEATED!!!! T_T....den hor~~ some more i wan to eat YAKUN!!! den me n my frens walk all the way from PS to LEVEL 1 to eat...but u noe wad???? it's closed!! somemore just minutes ago!!!! wat can i say~~~~....1st time i eat food until so buey song~~ hahaa..
heng hor... at least our trip down to LEVEL 1 very exciting!! coz got this buskers parade going on...^^V... it's so fuN!! i mean..we don c pple dress up with masks on tt often mah~~...hence..as a suagu Bt Batokian... i sibeh high lah~~~hahaha..so interesting... though we did some aopiao thingy on the way...but who cares huh? :P

ppl..so moral of the story: BOYCOT翡翠火锅！！！

In NO time.... PW is gonna END in 24 HRS!!!! OMG!!!! months of torture...months of insane proposals, minutes, interviews, researchs, written report drafts, claim to fame, OPs.... weeks of concentration camps....days of OP rehearsals...WAH~ put it in Ziqian's words..."going to present my beloved 3rd finger"...but well...IT'S COMING TO AN END PPLE!!! just cant believe it!!! *slap*slap* my face.... *ouch* :)... oh my~ i'm on cloud 10000000000000000 hahahaha....
no no..gotta come down.... still have 24 hrs to endure....:)...just wait for tmr to end... just wait for tmr...heehee

oh my... cailing~~ i'm afraid i don dare to step into ur house anymore~~ haaha.... it ll remind me of of PW.. the PW AURA...the PW atmosphere~~... the PW scheming~..hahaha....the PW phobia...*grinZ*...yi2 duan4 bu4 kan1 hui2 shou3 de wang3 shi4....erm...wang3 shi4 in 24 hrs time ...:P

kk...everyone must be piaing OP now....
but b4 i go~~~~ i shall do HC011's beloved motivational 11 CLAPS!!!!

11 claps--------WE LOVE PW!
11 claps--------WE R THE BEST!

i shall go scheme now...for the last time in my whole life for PW..

Sun: PW
10.30 am -- 9.15 pm
Mon: PW
9.40 am -- 4.55 pm
Tue: PW
1.00 pm -- yet to be confirmed
Wed: PW
yet to be confirmed
THU: PW
OP and touch up of GPF
FRI: RIP PW
TO HELL PW!!!!

PW is holy.
As holy as Raining's adoralble little hamster
which doenst exists
As holy as my PHY S paper
which doesnt exists too
hahha.... RAINING~~:P

平静的外表
耳边的摇滚乐
红色风暴
不停地咆哮
小提琴的哭啸
电子吉他的尖叫
搅乱
混杂的空壳
疯狂的乱摇
封闭的年少
恨
边缘的不屑
脑中苦笑

清晨的睡意
朦胧的美丽
单薄的淡雾
迷失在遥远的那里
微风拂过
霍然清醒
昨日的醉生梦死
今日的叹息
豁出去
欲乘风
随它而去

1 week of PW concentration camp offically starts 10 am tmr... haiZ..

笑颜的黑暗
粉碎了平凡
现实的污点
道尽了浅显

巴尔札克的浪漫
基督山的谋略
托尔斯泰的沉思
于连的深陷

文化的熏陶
忘不了的肤浅

here's enigma's Return To Innocence.. think the lyrics is very encouraging... how i wish i was still the one i used to be...
i'm not going to hide...i'm not going to care abt wad pple say... i ll just follow my own ways...
i'm going to.....
RETURN TO INNOCENCE

That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.

enigma

wad the hell....posted an entry this morning in the library...but in the end din come out...sianZ..but well...4get it...

dono wad's wrong with me... i rly feel tired of life... hollow... empty shell... yet still...gotta put up a fake smile and act normal in sch... wad is this... nothing much to look forward to other than the end of pw...

i never knew i had such lousy control of my temper... a slightest thing can provoke and agitate me....
there are so many things bothering me...things happening at an undesirable and the most unappropriate time... U (if u noe who u are) shd understand wat i mean...
keeping things to yourself is rly tiring and sickening at times...

i hate my life....or rather my life hates me?

hahahha....finally one day freeeeeee of PW!!!! can enjoin my niteZ onlining~~~~ toking cock~~ blogging... SO SIOK!
this is wad u call life mah!!!! hee~:p

got back all my results.... surprisingly above my expectation~ so i'm kinda satisfied... wo yao qiu bu gao~~ anyway..results this kind of thing hor....rly muz take it easy... even it might be hard ... esp when one haf not experienced failure b4~~...
but well..life's a not bed of roses... think in another view... it's better tt u experience failure now den later in life rite? belief me... u ll find urself stronger if u can zhen4 zuo4 qi3 lai3! i have ultra huge faith in yall!!!!

never ever felt so glad tt i was fr NY (it suxs in many ways i cant deny...)... but going through all those SUCKY disappointments and failures... i m proud to say tt... i m able to hua4 bei1 fen4 wei2 li4 liang4 n chiong~~~ at the same time take it easy... i mean....failing in NY's like so damn common to me during Sec 2... esp maths... getting a pass was like..HUH? Did the teacher make a mistake???? hahaahaaha... the most ultimate depressing thing is tt... all those in my clique went to TOP triple science classes... or rather the BEST class.... no no.... 80% of my classmates went to those classes...HAHA! to think how despondant i felt tt time... life's like so gloomy... doubting my abilities... quesioning my future... i don feel like studying at all... no motivation.. decided to slack and havoc my whole sec 2 yr.. yet...life's bitter... haha..so ironic

zi4 bao4 zi4 qi4.... i reaped wad i sowed... i was posted to a normal double science class... but but but... i am not WEAK! hey hey~~~ i managed to regain my confidence... or rather...wanted to show tt i'm as capapble as those triple science students... i vowed tt i MUST CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG ~~~..tt's y i come hwa CHONG mah (.....kk.. not funny...)hahaahha.... n i rly did.... motivation's rly useful man! haha...
i dare to say tt.....sec 3 n 4 were like my most treasured yrs in NY... not sec 1 n 2... realised tt enjoy must come together with studying... my results were much better.. n i enjoyed life!!! not to 4get... i found a grp of zhu1 peng2 gou3 you3~~~haahahha.... rly is sai4 weng1 shi1 ma3~~~~:)

SOOOOOOOO~~~ all those gloomy gals n guys out there~!!! BE STRONG!!! :)

wei~~~~ wad MVP.... don anyhow say can???? hahaha.... but is he MVP or not huh? hao xiang shi leh~~~.... hiyah... at 1st tot he good guy....ermmmm..... i mean....nice guy.... decent guy......hahhha...but heard he's bad leh~~ hu shd i belief???? but...nvm.... as if i care~~ just htink he bball v zai only mah~~~ hahha....better don let him read this...hahaha
but seriously...he rly doesnt look like those....kk.... looks are deceiving~~

eh!!!!! ZHI PING n IVAN!!! i gonna tie1 da4 zhi4 bao4 liao!!!!!!! hahha.... u just go count how much u owe me????? last time the hong lou still havn pay yet~~~ now need to collect $10 more... later i ask gu3gan3 to roll over u den u noe~~~hahaahaahahha...


hey~~~~ anyone noe how to do the MAF report huh? in chi somemore...... i even more no tou2 xu4 leh~~~~~~ :X

HEY HEY~~~ after a rather looooooooooong diappearance.... i'm finally BACK PPLE!!!! haha...kk....or rather..i finally finish my part for pw liao..PW IS INSANE LAH~~~ driving me crazy!!!!!! come one!! wat kind of life is this!!!!! after promos already leh!! (k...as if others enjoy it~~..i shall shut up..:p)

anway..got back 2 papers liao.. LEP n MATHS..heng heng heng~~ i pass dem...esp MATHS~~ oh dear.. pass rite on the dot! but hor...frankly speaking....i think i deserve to fail (shhhhhhhhh) heehee... guess i'm rly tyco... as usual...arts' math is the lanest of ALL~~~ haha..hey come on! majority get O and F leh( i'm not much better~ ).. u just go compare with the freaky fac s2 or s3?? the lowest grade is a C leh!!!!! C leh!!!! wad the hell... nvm... we shall take it easy.. pple PRC wad to do???

think econs n hist hor... fierce more lucky less... think i no control of the subjects leh (like wad xy said)...hai..scary~~...but can do nothing now~~ just pray... hope can scheme through~ heehee...at this pt in time... relac lah ppl!!!!

hai...these days hor....after FOS.... it's getting worrying u noe.. pple start to get rly low~~don like the gloomy feeling~..*sobZ* like amm.. kiwi.. helen.. jinghan.. *a heavy sighZ again*.. is it coz of results? PW? or others? RLY hope tt yall can return to normal self SOON! Life is beautiful~~~~~

well... i'm really worried for ivan... he's in danger of retaining i suppose....given his situation...haiZ... but there's nothing much i can do to help at all... nothing... can only pray for him... he's a nice guy...nice fren.. *pray*

HEY!!!!!! OPEN HOUSE was GREAT! though somehow...not as many pple as compared to last yr.....(y uh?) but this yr is much more organized n interesting i guess~~~ hahaha... both LEP and Chi Soc were well-received leh!!!!! WoOhOOOOOooo~~~~ 11 claps! but still....gotta say a BIG sorry to Chi Soc Exco~~..sorry tt i din help much.. coz i'm helping LEP.. RLY sorry!!!! *90 degree bow* sumimase~~ actually partly coz i was somehow rather low tt day too...:S
what's wrong with me these days........hmmmmm.....

KKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!! i shall stop all my HAIZ n SIGHZ!!!! i feel like a OBASAN liao lah~~~ or rather... a whiny old woman~~
NO! heY hEY~~ i'm still young n pretty (k....time to PUKE :P) wahahaha~~ cannot liddat~~...

wOoHoOoOoOoOoOoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NITEZ EVERYONE!!!! parden me for this incoherent and crappy blog~~ :p

EH!!!! though i'm once again damn tired today~~ i'm rather satisfied!! HAHA~~~ the bball finals was RLY impressive!!! so tactical!! So swift!!so ZAI!! so....wateva!! WAO~ good match man! but well... somehow feel a little lack of spice~ maybe coz i'm too neutral... not supporting any side~~ heehee...

but somehow...admist of the match... the atmosphere suddenly tensed up or something(k....duh?!)... pretty scary u noe~~ i kind of predicting that a fight might result or something... so i diam diam don dare to say anything :x....worried that later kena pull to some secluded area n dear a13 wont be able to c me again~~ hahahahhahahhaha... no lah..toking cock~ :p... but it din happen anyway~ *phew*...

OH! the hu huh...what's his name??? xin ru???? (how come a bit gurlish leh? *look ard* *shhhhhhhhh*) hahaa....he's a V good player! wao! c him play sooooooooo siok! when he gets the ball....u ll c 3-4 opponents choing him~ RLY not intimidating loh~~

haha.....anyway~ so enjoyable~ good fight 64!

美好生活

我们走向深渊，是存在理由的。

我看见一个人专心致志
用钉子钉头
用石头砸脚
我听见他全身的悲鸣
然后，他说："毁掉我
毁掉这一个我"
我相信，这个世界上
他的另一个我，过着
美好生活

溺水者

溺水者满嘴泥沙 在午后
被捞了出来
溺水者脸色苍白 嘴唇发紫
犹如一张被上帝弄脏了的纸
他是否真的告别了生的沸腾
而进入了静止的死
放下望远镜 我却无法继续
我中断了的写作
我被这偶然看到的事件所困扰
散乱的思绪 犹如透过放大镜的光一样
被聚焦在一个点上
生与死 一个古老而又堂奥的问题
像电鳗一样在瞬间击伤了我
我是不是一个溺水者
手抓一根救命的稻草
正在水中拼命地挣扎
或者 我早已被太多的水所淹没
甚至是死了连自己也不知道
就像这个溺水者 躺在阳光下的沉默
我看到的几个救生人员徒劳的忙碌
和一群围观者 无聊的好奇

i'm damn tired~ all coz of FOS....i mean....i have NEVER (note: NEVER) touched (n don feel like touching haha) a football in my life..... at least it has been so for my past 17 years......what is dis~~~~~~ hahhaa..... but it was quite funny after all...rly last min tou1 shi1 fr teckmeng loh....but apparently..it doenst help....haha.... no lah....at least i learnt tt when the opponent is approaching....u gotta move in front to tackle him not back....hey...it might be common sense to some pple lah...but yall mus understand a soccer idiot like me~...anyway...coz of my extreme blurness....s61 score a goal...hahEz...sorry....but it doesnt occur to me that i have to prevent the ball from rolling into the net......hahha... BUT i MANAGE to stop a goal leh!!!!!!!!!! as in rly stop leh!!!!! haha.....stupid lah.....i was pretty shock myself too...which means....in other words....its just pure luck...tycoism......haha....my hand just happened to be dere n it somehow found its way to my hand....nothing to do with me rly~....heeZ~ :p......eh...though it's only 8 mins loh......it seems 10s n 1000s of years for me!! haha.....1st time i concentrate so hard on the ball... it's rly physically n mentally draining loh....tt's y i so tired even i din do much...anyway.....hope tmr i ll be tyco again....*pray*ohmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm*......*grinZ*

just wan to add that.......ivan is RLY zai loH! haha.. Denzly is another zai giak too!!!!!!! i c him i was like OH DEAR~~~~ y he so near me~~ shoo shoo go away~~ haha.....:p

i intented to publish some chi posts....but well....too tired liaoZ.....wait for another day den~

WOO~~today's a rly happening day~~as in for me lah~~ haha....not in terms of jingbao but but but~~
haha... feel v happy....1stly...i got my ZHI WEI T!!!! though i don rly like the colour(orange) initially..but well..it turned out to be pretty seh after all haha...the design's cool too! just tt it's a little too ex...eh..come on lah..1 t shirt $19 RLY NOT v X loh~ haha...den den den...i FINALLY got the invitation to go n collect my trophy n prize!! haha..trophy not impt lah...the $xxx is more appealing~~heehee...more allowance!!:P den hor....I WATCHED MADAME BUTTERFLY liao!!!( suddenly feel so cultured! heez) for those pple scrathcing their head...madame butterfly is neither stella nor eng version of liang zhu...at least non of them turned into butterflies..yall fang4 xin1~~haha (plz lah! dono how many pple asked me liaoZ...rly is thank loH~ haha) it's a poignant ballet based on Puccini's immotal opera...n the storyline's roughly revolves ard this Am Lieutenant married a Jp gal n abandoned her after the war and her deepening obsession with his return is brought to a crushing and dramatic end...wah biang eh~~ wat kind of LAN4 nan ren is this!!!!! 2 timer loh~!!! got fiance liao still like tt shui3 xing4 yang2 hua1~~!!! before i watch the ballet i already turned off by the oh-so-lame storyline liao loh~.. n it's supposed to be TRAGIC!! wa~~even more thank!! don c anything rly tragic( k.tragic for the Mdm Butterfly lah)..it's all coz of the blardie guy loh~ not as if like liang zhu liddat..both rly totally in love with each other but cannot get together~~..the most ironic part hor...when i look at the brochure...it says it's A GREAT LOVE STORY..haha....like real (roll eyes)

kk...enough kaobehing of the plot....but the ballet itself really is HOW NICE!!!!Weich's beautiful choreographic expression has all the fluidity and grace to convey the soaring romanticism and tragic desperation which is at the core of this whole story...OMG!! is rly transparently engaging!! the lead dancer is..is...is damn graceful! i bai4 dao3 at her shi2 liu2 qun2 xia4~ haha...ballet is gonna be the most impt item on my future daughter's learning list man! heehee
well....the guy is oso v pro....but still....where got pple go c guys loh (i mean ballet lah)...dey sad lah...no matter how good dey are..their presence is just to chen4 tuo1 his female dancer, to provide them with a more variety of actions only ma...sad rite? haha...just tt i don like the cat calls at the end....think it's not rly suitable for this kind of refined art...i mean...don rly think the dancers ll appreciate it loh~ or izzit coz of NY huh? NY always don like us to cat call....as in can lah...but this kind of occasions cant lah~ haha~~ we are cultured pple heehee.....

overall...i rly enjoyed it! all thanx to yiuming~~ for helping us gope the tkts~ long time never c u....but rly find tt u are DAMN cute! haha~~ RLY! to think i din realize it in NY~~today end of ya promos! enjoy! anyway...saw the RJ sc badge...looks quite funny...think the normal one nicer..walao..still got a dog loh..den got wad guarding dog theory....haha...quite lame -_-"':P oh YAH! oso learnt RJ version of saying taking MRT: merting...haha it take me a few mins to get use to it sia~ haha..later if can i help u fa1 yang2 guang1 da4 in HC heehee~

n to yun oso~ though u met tonnes of frens hor...n i met none..making me tt my social circles like sooo small liddat..but hor....after my analysis...it's all coz u got learn BALLET MAH~~ of course ll noe a lot of pple dere lah! which means my social circles not that tiny after all~hee...*zi4 wo3 an1 wei4*(T_T)...btw..thanks for willing bei4 wo3 exploit n pei2 me take mrt~ yeah! noe u v good~....n i shall always be the exploiter! :P

promo is finally over!!! YEAH YEAH YEAH!!!!
YEAH?!
don rly feel tt overjoyed leh~~ felt a bit empty....why?
promos is over isnt it?
went orchard....nothing much....tok crap with ziqian dey all..haha.....n we saw a DAMN lanky women.....
her waist hor....thin until beyond imagination!!!!!!!! walas..rly is Ren Bi Huang Hua Shou loh~~~
seniors are leaving tmr....i mean...it's their last day....
ionly knew it today...guess i'm too preoccupied with promos to realize tt....
rather sad.... de class bench ll be so empty.....
without ppe like teckmeng stoning (out zhao1 pai2), without yukun dere all toking cock dere.....
without others mugging~...haiZ....guess life ll be a little sian....haha
anyway~... toking abt LEP paper~~~~~
haiZ...... i rly have to admit defeat in front of all the poems.....so many n yet only choose 1....somemore it's TAO YUAN XIN~
wad de.....haha,....but i write until i wan to laugh oso lah~ coz i was like trying to figure out the poem n failed
n out of my extreme pekcheyness......brilliant me decided to invent my own TAO YUAN XIN~ haha....think xiao rui ll cry when marking heehee.... n chai guan oso!!!!!!! walaoZ....... i left 55 mins to write tt loh~ n i spent nearly 20 min stoning.....staring at the clock....looking at de dear chi hist teacher Lin Lao Shi~....den looking at all those pple who frantically asking for ever more n more pieces of paper.....den i stare at my own paper again~ HAIZ.....
rly dono wad to write.... but but but~~~ i still managed to write 3 n 1/2 pages!!!!!!! all thanks to my marvellous crapping skills.....think taking arts rly got some help ya~ but think ll at least secure 3 marks for tt section....haha coz i noe it's a dialogue btw Wang Li Fa n Qin Zhong Yi~ heehee...
hey!!!! Mr Teh trauma me leh!!!!!!!! he say got pple fail his!!!!!!! not fr out class lah! but is coz he havn mark our class yet!!!! *qiu2 shen2 bai4 fuo2* i don wan to fail it!!!!!!!!!!!
haiZ....promos is rly rather disencouraging leh..... trashed all my hopes....but well.....i'm pretty ok with it
just hope tt i can pass every subject....(so gotta pray for maths!)
dono lah~.....just leave everything to god.....n i promise i ll take it easy~ haha.....
meanwhile~ i shall go *shao1 3 zhu4 xiang1*

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well well well
promos is 1/2 done...
so far.... so bad
3 papers...
econs maths GP
all facing a downward sloping demand curve...
damn INelastic somemore....cant just one be of
a ostentatious demand curve?
sux
refuse to think abt any dreaded results
but hopes shall not be too high
dun understand...
making all those suicidal stupid mistakes tt
even the dumbest wont...
luck's just not on my side i guess....
just like wat i've expected...
2 is a cursed digit
for me...
it was it is n it will
trust me
ABYSMAL
an ABYSS of rotten apples
satan
save me
ha