xiya managed to conduct a interview with Vivian xu ruo xuang...boy..how lucky can she get..not tt i'm a fan of hers or wad..(na na..tt kind of artists just not my cup of tea)..but HEY.. spectaculous chance to intervew a celebrity!...what more can u ask for attachment!!...brilliant.. i can foresee her advanturous days to come...n i'm here stucked at this pathetic 5 room flat staring at that treacherous soporific SAT(*eyeing the 9cm thick SAT*)...i'm tranforming into a pedantic maniac...fantastic...desperate desires for early retirement from sch...ok, it's gonna sound damn paraniod, so i betta stop...

stuff to update:yun's flying to korea in 4 days time..KOREA again..wat's the prob huh? everyone seems to be going dere (eh..2 to be exact :P)haha...but oh well.. yun...BEWARE..i'm expecting something back for me...tt is to compensate for my feeding mosquitoes here...haha..:P...enjoy ur trip...esp the snowing part..though it's gonna be freezingly cold.. but worth the suffering :)...scenery is gonna be damn tranquil and breath-taking..eh..depends on where u visit ya? haha...somehow..it just reminds me of winter sonata...boy..i'm jealous again haha..

tried to make muaji myself today...wao~ disastrous..hai..feeble attempt trying to be independent once in a while :P..i'm not boasting but..i'm pretty confident with my housekeeping skills sooooooooooo far... but when it comes to cooking... i'm just a hopeless bungler..:Pppp..but ironically... a bungler in cooking like me is a gourmet hahahahaha...

oh...that 5566 Weside Story Song- Legend seemed ubiquitous, the tune is EVERYWHERE...surmise tt it's just too popular...just recall the frenetic and berserk behavious of those fans! haha...no offense cailing..though it's just a little inane..haha..no..just a little beyond my comprehension...-cherubic smile-

haiZ... accompanied mom to NUH.. her cheek swollen for dono wad reason... :S... this is the 4th time of the yr visiting NUH.. record year loh... sheesh.. dono wad happened to my family :X... daddy say must find a day to go temple n AMITOFOU... superstitious?? but consider wat happened: grandpa- car accident (heng he managed to survived..:)..mom-dono wad lung thingy...Bro-kena a deep cute on his cheek..got scar somemore :X..sibeh po4 xiang4... den + this time loh...haiZ...tt's y i oso think better go lah... no harm trying... but so far hor... i most heng of all...nothing particular happened to
me...^^V...well..shall not flaunt abt it haha... later things pop out then i noe...kk....TOUCH WOOD!!!!..

haiyah!!! missed chi soc FOS!!!! walao... i sibeh sian dao loh...been rotting at home for ages... time for some fresh air and other faces den turn out liddat....haiZ the tot of yall play badminton..T_T.... but well... as long as mom's alrite..:)...
hope u pple (chi soc) enjoyed urselves ya!!!

oh yah!!! XIYA... i'm green with jealousy!!! u lucky gal u!!! same office as Wu Qing Kang!!! u better go n buy his book n ask for his signature!!^^V.. n PLS PLS PLS rmb not to throw face in front of him which i foresee in time to come...erm...hahha..
not to forget.. if u consider HIM as ur OUXIANG.. ur TASTE is improving ya?? *wink*...heehee...
wei... keep me informed of new jingbaos at work to spice up my sad.. mundane..insipid..humdrum (eh..still for wat vocab? revising for SAT..haha :p) life...

n to JINGshi: wah... y u so failure huh??? haha... tt time wan to dye dark..den turn out light...now dye dark...den too dark...wad the hell are u doing to ur hair~~~ haha... bet u must be longing for ur NATURAL color hair back ya?? *grinZ*
kk...aiyah.. i SCOLD u again leh.. how??? haha... n hor.. jinyukun go korea u envious or not??? are u mad now?? heehee..
kk...dun dui u now..:P

pple... back fr LEP camp...:) though the lectures and talks can open shops to sell their chao strong vaccum cleaners... the activities at nite were truely fine...i mean.. they are rly NICE!! haha...:)...enjoyed myself :)... but it's a pity that i only managed to c the stars for1 nite... somemore stars kena blocked by clouds...:s.. alrite.. the presence of the stars are not rly tt impt or wad...but rather the ambience... i like tt secluded area.. it just makes me feel so calm... n truely makes me reflect on everything abt myself... let my heart lead the way... not the brain... erm.. for that moment :)...pondering the REAL aim and desires of me..without being affected by any external disturbants...thinking only abt ME.. care nothing abt the surroundng environment that i'm living in...
somehow...this never fails to enlighten me... feel refreshed :)... just a second out of the world u are living in is just so relaxing :)

feel like dying my hair~~.... rmb last yr ard this time.... we dyed our hair red and green...haha....long before we saw a very nice DARK BLUE dye~it's super nice!!...but cant find it later T_T... very dui~...only got red and green available...den too bad loh~..somemore Xmas ard the corner mah...:)..
maybe shall call them out one day to dye again~:)..

ultra sian or rather..low at home...
no mood for anything... LEP...SAT...OUTINGS...din noe tt family's disappearance can be this hard... not as if cant live out them or wad..but just feel tt something's missing in my life...*look ard the empty house*...haiZ... din realize my reliance on them...我是一个幸福的人.. i suddenly realize..

i miss yall...
enjoy urselves:)

parents went Malaysia... leave me alone at home..没良心...抛弃我 T_T...no lah...all thanx to LEP camp loh~..haha...but well...sometimes alone is not a bad exprience too~...hiyahZ.. but i'm still quite scared.. ALL coz of xiya's exprience n Terence's ghost story~~ T_T...trauma me like crazy.. 害我在死党家泡了一夜...a bit the laokui *hides*...but hiyah..pple scared wad to do?~~:P
anyway...toking abt yesterday... 2 word:被骗！！！WALAO~... i wan to complain~~...tt 翡翠火锅…thingy...黑店！！！wah!! i saw the jing dua zhi de 2 words 翡翠 ..den tot it's 翡翠小厨with all the 香脆可口的小龙包…(:D) floating in my mind~~ me and my frens chiong inside like dono wad (so many pple chiong.. how come no one notice!! T_T)... i was thinking of eating beef 拉面...but no la mian... den i think ok lah...just eat their noodles....$5.80 should be not bad taste wad... den hor...we ordered 2 plates of cheapest dishes......(cheapest-$8.60 each -_-lll)...den me and my frens was like.. ok~~ as long as we get to eat our xiao long bao...BUT BUT BUT...after we made our orders...they say they don serve XLB!!! the WOREST thing is...the noodles taste like SAI!! ultra tasteless!! even pple like me oso can cook on my own loh~~ n it's cost of produciton (plus fire to cook)won be more than $2...even instant noodles oso nicer!!! WAD DE HELL!!!! n oso find out tt the $8.60 plate of tofu hor...only 6 small tiny pieces!!!*dui*dui*dui* KILL ME!!!!....but well...my fren even more dui...coz she odered dry noodles..which happens to be $1 more than soup one~~ haha...:P...but i rly BIG TIME siao dao.......I"M CHEATED!!!! T_T....den hor~~ some more i wan to eat YAKUN!!! den me n my frens walk all the way from PS to LEVEL 1 to eat...but u noe wad???? it's closed!! somemore just minutes ago!!!! wat can i say~~~~....1st time i eat food until so buey song~~ hahaa..
heng hor... at least our trip down to LEVEL 1 very exciting!! coz got this buskers parade going on...^^V... it's so fuN!! i mean..we don c pple dress up with masks on tt often mah~~...hence..as a suagu Bt Batokian... i sibeh high lah~~~hahaha..so interesting... though we did some aopiao thingy on the way...but who cares huh? :P

ppl..so moral of the story: BOYCOT翡翠火锅！！！

In NO time.... PW is gonna END in 24 HRS!!!! OMG!!!! months of torture...months of insane proposals, minutes, interviews, researchs, written report drafts, claim to fame, OPs.... weeks of concentration camps....days of OP rehearsals...WAH~ put it in Ziqian's words..."going to present my beloved 3rd finger"...but well...IT'S COMING TO AN END PPLE!!! just cant believe it!!! *slap*slap* my face.... *ouch* :)... oh my~ i'm on cloud 10000000000000000 hahahaha....
no no..gotta come down.... still have 24 hrs to endure....:)...just wait for tmr to end... just wait for tmr...heehee

oh my... cailing~~ i'm afraid i don dare to step into ur house anymore~~ haaha.... it ll remind me of of PW.. the PW AURA...the PW atmosphere~~... the PW scheming~..hahaha....the PW phobia...*grinZ*...yi2 duan4 bu4 kan1 hui2 shou3 de wang3 shi4....erm...wang3 shi4 in 24 hrs time ...:P

kk...everyone must be piaing OP now....
but b4 i go~~~~ i shall do HC011's beloved motivational 11 CLAPS!!!!

11 claps--------WE LOVE PW!
11 claps--------WE R THE BEST!

i shall go scheme now...for the last time in my whole life for PW..

Sun: PW
10.30 am -- 9.15 pm
Mon: PW
9.40 am -- 4.55 pm
Tue: PW
1.00 pm -- yet to be confirmed
Wed: PW
yet to be confirmed
THU: PW
OP and touch up of GPF
FRI: RIP PW
TO HELL PW!!!!

PW is holy.
As holy as Raining's adoralble little hamster
which doenst exists
As holy as my PHY S paper
which doesnt exists too
hahha.... RAINING~~:P

平静的外表
耳边的摇滚乐
红色风暴
不停地咆哮
小提琴的哭啸
电子吉他的尖叫
搅乱
混杂的空壳
疯狂的乱摇
封闭的年少
恨
边缘的不屑
脑中苦笑

清晨的睡意
朦胧的美丽
单薄的淡雾
迷失在遥远的那里
微风拂过
霍然清醒
昨日的醉生梦死
今日的叹息
豁出去
欲乘风
随它而去

1 week of PW concentration camp offically starts 10 am tmr... haiZ..

笑颜的黑暗
粉碎了平凡
现实的污点
道尽了浅显

巴尔札克的浪漫
基督山的谋略
托尔斯泰的沉思
于连的深陷

文化的熏陶
忘不了的肤浅

here's enigma's Return To Innocence.. think the lyrics is very encouraging... how i wish i was still the one i used to be...
i'm not going to hide...i'm not going to care abt wad pple say... i ll just follow my own ways...
i'm going to.....
RETURN TO INNOCENCE

That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.

enigma

wad the hell....posted an entry this morning in the library...but in the end din come out...sianZ..but well...4get it...

dono wad's wrong with me... i rly feel tired of life... hollow... empty shell... yet still...gotta put up a fake smile and act normal in sch... wad is this... nothing much to look forward to other than the end of pw...

i never knew i had such lousy control of my temper... a slightest thing can provoke and agitate me....
there are so many things bothering me...things happening at an undesirable and the most unappropriate time... U (if u noe who u are) shd understand wat i mean...
keeping things to yourself is rly tiring and sickening at times...

i hate my life....or rather my life hates me?